hello people! :) i'm here again before my daily gym bike session. hehehehe. not feeling very well today and i'm not really sure why do i feel like that very often nowadays.
yes i sleep at ten or eleven every night. yes, i eat more than i can. yes, i exercise at least half an hour a day. yes, i shower three times a day and yes i drink my 40g coffee everyday but still i'm tired.
anyway, i get very much awake after my daily coffee intake everytime but then i was in sleeping mode still after i drank my coffee today and that truly freaked me out. i can't double the portion of coffee i can drink i know because i get heartburn easily and i will only suffer having too many packets of coffee after that. i stood all the way when i was working, i dare not sit as if i would sleep at the next second for being too comfortable. i hate that, i hate yawning at work even when i am well prepared for work all the time. i hate myself for can't reduce burden of my colleague. too helpless. less efficient until i had to stay up until one something in the afternoon.
was once thinking i could just skip my lunch and date my bed once i reached home but then parents were waiting for our lunch date and mommy purposely waited for me to be home then only she fried noodles for us, SO, I SLEPT AFTER MY LUNCH. slept like a dead fish and then i found out that i'm tired still after getting up from my bed. not sure how long did i sleep. :]
maybe i'm the one who needs medical check up in the hospital but my mom. :)
talk about my lunch. anyone knows i like soy sauce more than chili? i eat sambal belacan too but i like soy sauce the most and i don't eat cili padi. :D the noodles my mom fried today is tasty that i tasted pepper and soy sauce which i like the most. believe it or not i add in pepper for char kuey teow and dark soy sauce for wanton mee sometimes. :D i don't eat noodles too when i was a kid until i came home from national service. i prefer bihun still but i eat noodles now. that is what i said about, people change from time to time. :D
fried noodles of mama Ooi.
the earth moves still even if you're not happy. so, why keep on blaming people around. after all the brain washed session i had with my dad then i found i'm really tired blaming people on earth for being unfair to me. i want to take life easily.
i want to live happily.
i am too lazy to fight, being a winner doesn't make me happier.
i only live once, just in case earth explode and i'm too late to reincarnate. :P
i want to live in the ways i like.
i'm stubborn, i know.
BUT
this is my life.
i will not bother your life so stop bothering mine too.
too late to step on gym bike. so i have to go now. be good, people! xo#
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