i always have tons of topics to type here, in my blog when i was younger. i don't know what happened to me and maybe the older yee chui turns lousier compared to last time. xD
was missing the only younger brother of mine this morning. hrmm.... like long time never see boy boy already. can i be naughty and go to penang to see him tomorrow? do i have the ability to do so? can i drive all alone after the accident? i wonder.
life ran smooth last week but then the luck wasn't with us. the other fisherman got 7 tonnes of fish today and we got lesser than 1 thousand kilograms. >.< that clearly shows that there is fish in the sea but then the luck wasn't there with us. am i right, so far? hmmm..
but then..
i think we're lucky whenever i think of my gg cause he finished up his studies already or we'll not have enough money for his studies. so are they the problems of us for being too greedy and never being satisfy on what we have had? “知足常乐” was what my papa used to tell us and so are we contradicting ourselves?
gosh.... xD
don't feel like eating in these days but then i put on weight still. never exercise, maybe. stopped going jogging with the father of mine since last week and i just don't know why. i'm lazy, i know. hmm..
mommy can't see clearly nowadays. what happened to my mommy? she needs to go for medical check, i know. should i send her for a medical check up? prevention is the best cure, right? hmmm.
i've tonnes of work to do, actually but then i'm slacking around and i am doing nothing. by time when i turn older, will i have a inspirational story to impress 10 year olds?
"
you are what you make yourself to be", kenken said. what am i trying to make myself to be? i wonder.
i'm wasting my life.
xoxo#