went to bed at somewhere around five in the evening and got up at eleven at night. shouldn't have waken up because i'm hungry now and i'm not allowed to eat at this hour and so i'm starving. LOL. guess i better get something to eat or i can't drink coffee at my work place later. hehehehehe. half a dragon fruit, i think. 

oh well. not the main point. hahahahaha. brought little buddy out today for his license. that little buddy of mine was scared all the way even though i hugged him. hrmmm. pity him that if i can talk in dog language, i will tell him that i'll not leave him or give him to anyone else. 

maybe then i'm not a good mom or else why shivered still even though he lied in my arms. AIKZ. i've to do something to help him up. hehehehehe. 

paid 20 bucks to the local council vet clinic and got him a license just in case he runs out from my house and someone catches him. 

my little buddy

guess he was wondering why did i take so many pictures of him. hahahahahaha. 

hrmm. i'm hungry. supper hunt at home.

will be back, sometimes soon. :D

night, pals.

had a super less efficient day. i wanted to cycle an hour plus but the father of mine is sleeping in "gym room" and so i ended up only cycled for half an hour. guess, i'll have to cycle extra in the evening to avoid this happen next time. 

woke up at half past five in the morning and then i was really excited that i needn't go to work this morning and so i went to look for treasures in the fridge of my mom. parents asked why woke up so early to make noises in the kitchen and that freak them out when they hear noises came from the kitchen. hehehehehe. 

yea, satisfied just because i find myself relax when i cook. i don't really like to eat what i cook, to be honest. not that tasty, forever and i've got no idea why even though they think the food i cook is alright sometimes.

cooked three dishes this morning. stir fried siew pak choy + fried pork balls with yam and tofu. :)

fried pork balls with yam today. not as nice as i thought as they are not crispy. probably because of the size of yam i cut was too wide. i'll try to modify next time and cook with soup because old people in the house think that they are too hard to be eaten. 

talk about the inti. i don't remember what is stated in the recipe. i only added in prawns into my grandma's pork balls recipe without carrot because i don't see it in my fridge. hehehehe. 

forever cincai. :P~ 

dishes

pork balls with yam.

sister called. she said that she wants to go to thailand with her colleague on my birthday. she was asking for permission because she is there for me every year. how can we make it? my birthday doesn't fall on weekend every year. hehehe. we purposely make it weekend, if western birthday falls on weekdays then i will celebrate my lunar new year. hehehehehhehe. not this year and i'm going to be quite busy on the coming march. 

i might be unhappy on that day but today. i'm okay with it. i know we've grown up, we cannot ask people to tolerate all the time. so i want something special from her. force her to choose a date for her to go SG with me? not sure. hehehe. i've to be really fast or i can't go after mid march.

i hope i can afford two flight tickets to SG. hehehehe. 

Jeju is not somewhere i can go this year. i really hope that i can go but my partner can't make it and i hate going anywhere alone because i'm talkative to people i like but people i'm not close with. 

okay, done crapping. heh. 

hrmmm. getting real tired. i hope tomorrow is a good day.

xo#

its the 15th day of lunar new year. 15th. fast. never realised that time flew by and i'm 26 this years. thinking back the time when i used to tell someone he is old, who is six years elder than me, and i'm at his age now and not dating anyone! i've to look for a boyfriend or i really have to be a nun in the future.

i want to be a mommy that can prepare bento for my kids even though i have to work. that's my dream, too tiny to mention, too hard to achieve if i don't meet any good man in the future. hrmmm. probably because i never put effort because i can't think of a way for me to go to date a man like that. REALLY. where on earth can i go to look for a man? hehehehe. single man is everywhere, just that i haven't meet and thats the point.

i'm going to work part time in a clinic to know more people. yea, new job. decided to make myself more busy but wasting time at home waiting for replies. :D

i'm not dumb. i know where my problems are but i'm too lazy. too lazy to change as long as i breathe well, not being sad and then i'm satisfied with it. i know i shouldn't be like that because i'm young and so i have to work hard to become a better person, either in knowledge or anything else.

i kept on telling people on earth that i'm not a high educated person. my sister told me that she dislikes to explain because people who know her understands her and people who don't know her needn't know about her stuffs. i want to be alike her but then i care of what people think of me. i really care and still i'm very lazy to change my current position.

maybe i was once a tortoise. lol.

talk about lunar new year. i don't feel that, to be honest because i work almost everyday, don't drink soft drinks, only thing is that i get to eat lots of good food. people knew i like to eat and then i saw my size getting bigger and bigger and then i started to step on my gym bike like last time.

i've new plans for my coming days. i'll go to work in the market in the middle of the night, office in the morning, clinic in the afternoon, yoga class in the evening, gym bike at night if i can afford to and sleep like there is no tomorrow. :)

yea. its not good to be big size, i know. doctors told me. :)

uh. another gym bike session. i'll be back for lunar new year update if i'm in the mood.

sorry, blogger. i think i don't need you to release my stress anymore, still i'll come, for people who care about me, like tze huei! thank you for reading all these while. i'll be okay. i will love myself more.

:))

happy chinese valentine's day, people!

xo#