:(

got the worst news ever today! trip is cancelled and we have to postpone our Korean trip!  :( so i cooked instant noodles to "celebrate" LOL

well, really wanted to go. like the itinerary of the agency i chose but they just can't make it. :( have to wait so long until i get to go to Korea. :( 

so i ate instant noodles. hahaha. nah lar its actually because i felt like baking cheese muffin because i have cream cheese left in the fridge and i found out that i boiled the only egg left in the fridge! LOL. so, i cooked the egg with the noodles and had my early dinner! :D

taste really good! 

love drinking citron tea lately and i find it not good drinking honey all the time and so i added in fresh lemon! heh, smart right! :D refreshing really. can drink everyday now. :D 

early dinner before cycling session.

belly gets rounder and rounder! that freaks my mom out! LOL. ya right. they argued with me whenever i told that what i wanna eat but then today is the last day of February and we are going to say hi to March! my favourite month of the year! so who cares? diet after March lar. :P hehehehehe.

ya, right. stay positive!

i'm not going to regret even if i die now. that is more than enough! only thing is i haven't get married and that makes the lao langs worried about me. if that is not big deal, guess i will be smiling even if i die now. hehehehe.

leaving to cycle! don't miss me! :P

xo#

hello people! i'm here before my bathe time! heh. just finished cycling on my gym bike and need to go back to bed as soon as i can. yea right, back to bed because i had a long nap. too tired, acid reflux. :P 

dad laughed at me that i wore pyjamas in the afternoon. dad too asked me why did i keep on smiling! heh. 

ya right, be positive. 

but

can i be really optimistic believing that i'm not getting fat if i eat now since i'm getting hungry at this hour! hehehehe.

ya right, heartburn attacks again. :(

may Buddha bless me. may i get well soon! i'm not asking for too much, am i? xD

with the pyjamas my mommy bought for me. like it with long pants so i can put on lotion as in skin looks really dry in these days! heh. 

still not feeling well. should i consult my uncle doctor? :(

will be back for updates soon. :D

leaving then.

night, pals! xo#

hello people! I'm back. back from a couple of dates with cousins and emergency leave taken for special "occasion" when my sister's tyre punctured in Butterworth. hehehehehe. attended many "classes" about how to jack a car and change a spare tyre in the past weekend. LOL. ya right, typical dad who worries about his kids all the time. :)

anyway back to the awesome weekend i had. went all the way for special date with my cute cousin sister of mine. had pork chops and korean barbecued meat, japchye and kimchi soup! 

why did i say it was an awesome weekend? because i had fun though i met troubles. lessons learnt and gained more from that case. glad we met a policeman. glad my dad was in Penang. glad we all are safe! yea, be positive! :) 

taken pictures!

cousin sister and i

siblings! aren't they pretty? :)

Mr. J, thank you for helping us when we needed help. your help is much appreciated.

and i went for buffet lunch with the cousin brother of mine today! spent three hours there! i forgot that i was sick and diet plan due March... hehehehe. yea March because i changed my plan about Korean trip. making it earlier in March. hopefully, it is on! can't wait. really. :D

the cousin brother of mine who ate many clams today! heh

baked cheesecake cookies too yesterday! don't really like the texture as in it is not crispy but taste okay! gonna try again, soon!! soon, i hope! :P

uh. gonna rest and sleep!

may you have a good evening like i do!

smile and the whole world smiles! :)

goodnight, pals! xo#

Black sesame chiffon cake!

hello people! 

felt like baking a cake today! not happy, thats why. was thinking which type of cake suits the lao langs more because it has to be less sweet and less oil so i decided to bake black sesame chiffon cake again! tried new recipe! not shrunk after all but they all don't like it. not hard, quite spongy but they don't like it. hehehehehehe. 

asked my dad about the feedback. normal he said. not surprised, he said.

asked my mom and she said it is not tasty at all. 

gonna figure out why! 

and 

i like this recipe because it didn't shrink. LOL

taken pictures.

dad's slice of cake for tea!

bought three boxes of Korean strawberries today! gave my grandma a box, antioxidant ma! :P killed half box of Strawberries today! gonna have more when i'm there next month. love Korean product! hrmmmm. wondering how did I change from Japanese to Korean. I used to like Unagi very much, you see.... though i like it still but i eat kimchi more nowadays! :P

after all then i had a good day again! other than dusty air we have in Alor Setar makes me sick and i had serious heartburn! taken tablets but not useful today. recover soon, hopefully. i hate that breathless feel when i go to work in the morning. asthma again, takkan? not sure. maybe then i have to consult doctor again. :( if consulting a doctor and not taking tablets helps in recovery, i think i'm the best patient in the world. hahahahaha.

tired already. may you have a good evening like i do!

goodnight pals, xo#

Laksam

hello people! i'm here before my bed time because i have something really interesting to share about. :P hahahaha. customer came today giving me a very big portion of Laksam and i was truly surprised that he didn't break his promise. Laksam was good, love the texture of the " kuey teow" and had it twice today. 

taken pictures. 

like Kedahan Laksam more than Laksa! thank you for sending Laksam. :) your effort is much appreciated!

so lao langs are back at home! didn't know how did my mom find out that i ordered pizzas and she mad at me that i ate too much. finished up two pizzas in two days! so she asked me to watch my figure as if i dare not eat after that. hahahahaha. well, skinny girls look prettier i knew but i just love eating too much.sorry mommy, i shall exercise more to burn fats, i promise. :P

after all then i had a good day other than volcano is back because i forget to take tablets all the time. heh.

so medicine time, bed time!

goodnight, pals! xo#

元宵节 vs. 情人节

hello, people! I'm here before my gym bike session that i need to cycle on my bike even longer than usual because i had a pizza for dinner! hahahahaha. oh well, craziest thing i ever done so far that i ordered two regular pizzas and finished up one of them. 

worst thing is i am not regret and felt like ordering again sometimes soon in the future when the baby sister is home. heh. Ultimate Hawaiian was tasty i would say but BBQ chicken because it was too salty for me. heh.

today is Valentine's day and 元宵节！ all the couples went out to celebrate valentine's day included the two lao langs of my house and so i had to eat my dinner all alone. not feeling well at first and took a short nap after tablets taken. then had pizzas. saw delivery woman. shocked me, really. glad she knew my house because i can't state out my house in the website when i placed my order earlier. :D i'm not staying in a forest, am i? hehehee 

pictures.

 pizzas. didn't order carbonated drinks because we've the canned drinks left for lunar new year! these pizzas cost me RM 40.80

 the leftover pizza 

 the leftover pizza

talk about valentine's day! i used to be very close with a friend of mine who lives in Melbourne since 16 years old and not contacting each other for quite sometimes until he dropped me messages earlier when he was back in the country. well, he was single when i first knowing him and still being single now. guess we both never celebrate Valentine's day huh. like this friend of mine for being serious all the time. LOL imagine a handsome young man that never joke around, yea that's him, my kenken sifu! :)

 best of luck to us. :)

then the best buddy of mine whatsapped me. seasons greetings again of course! this buddy of mine makes me miss him more when i was real down last week. we have souvenirs exchange all the time no matter where we go. :) asked him what he wants for my trip to Korea.

look at the messages! so sweet! hahahaha. not that sweet in normal days wor.... hahahaha. probably because today is a good day and he is going to date his valentine soon and thats why being so sweet huh? not sure. anyway ya, comfort my heart. tenkiu Mr. Teh. best still after so long. :D

kay, leaving to cycle or i'll go on to bed. sleepy ma. :P

so, good day, people! may you enjoy your life like i do!

xo#

话说今天，本人胃疼，临晨两点半上班去，临晨三点回家睡大觉至七点半。

以为病好了，很厉害的提早出门上班，然后就猛飙冷汗，发抖了下，坚持把工作做完，之后就回来休息了。

以为还未康复，怎知无意间发现到，胸口不再灼热，只是有点累。或许是因为吃了药的关系，感觉的别的不舒服。

所以我决定了，为了让我以后活得辛苦少一点，只要有病，就一定要看医生！就好象这一次，我要是早一点看医生，就可以少受折磨两个星期了。呵呵。

不要问我我为什么而来，因为想来而来。因为想说话而更新部落格。

我就是那样，没有特定的topic。开心就好！

突然间想起，有天跟爸爸聊天。

爸爸 ：你有点象我，只有一点点

我：（偷笑）

因为老爸一直觉得我不怎么聪明，一点都不像他。可是其实他忽略了一点，其实我跟他一样，不赌博。人们都可以赌博，我也不干涉，只是，我不赌，你也别逼我赌博。我也很固执，以前妈咪说吃黄面不好，我从小就不吃黄面，不过我发觉我不可以那样。现在嘛，我不喜欢吃，可是我会吃。因为总不可以让别人迁就我嘛！对不对？

我好像老了。以前，我很坚持，很讲究，常发脾气。现在，我已经忘了最后一次发脾气是几时了。因为我发觉爸爸妈咪老了，总不能老是和他们吵架，以后再后悔吗，对不对？

以前老爱去肯德基伯伯的店面光顾，现在嘛，一个月一次吧！就他们不在时才会去，因为他们不喜欢我吃垃圾食物。

渐渐的，我开始体谅爸爸妈咪了。也许我不是他们最疼爱的，可是他们也是爱我的，妈咪可是很辛苦才生下我的呢！

对啦，感恩有你们！我过得超幸福。

恩啦，吃药时间然后睡觉去！

还有还有，情人节快乐！如果你单身，不如来跟我相亲吧！哈哈哈

晚安！

hello people! i'm here before my cycling session. :P yea right, back to life with cycling session almost everyday. will keep it up to avoid me thinking nonsense? heh. 

anyway, gone emotional again because i am not feeling well. not sure why, first time in my life that i can't finish up the french fries i bought from Mac D. LOL.

bought myself a birthday present. definitely something worth buying and my sister is going to love me very much for the recipe i bought! :D talk about my sister, the silly sister of mine dreamt of me fell down from a high place as if i passed away and cried like a little girl. whenever i think of this, i found i have to love myself more because people who love me hate seeing me being sad for nothing. 

i know but i still can't make it. time heals all wounds, i think. 

if there is what we called fate, then we are not fated to be friends. probably because Buddha wants me to fall from high and learn not to rely on people that much. maybe i shall meet someone better in the future. i'm not that bad, right! :) 

yea, think positive.

consulted uncle doctor too. told him heartburn attacks everyday and shiver whenever i drink cold drinks in the morning then he said i've got gastric pain and i need to take medicine for a month! tablets, :( serious it seems to be or my uncle wouldn't be that serious to me. heh. may i get better soon! :) new year ma, new hope. :P 

talk about this lunar new year. i've earned a few hundred bucks selling cookies and bought a pair of slippers i wanted to buy for so many years. first time ever, i earned money too with my limited baking skills i've had. anyway it is expensive still for me but i think it suits me best and i still love it after so many years so i think getting it to reward myself is not bad though. ya right, spent a lot of money to reward myself recently. getting really poor even before my trip to Korea. LOL. 

last but not least, pictures.

my all time favourite.

only creature that loves me more than himself. 

leaving to cycle then. night, pals! xo#

hello people! 

i'm getting real excited that i found the way to be less emotional when i'm moody! how? call mommy up to talk nonsense and listen to her when she mumbles around makes me alive! lol. finally. 

went out with one of my best buddies. we went to Sushi king for lunch date. well, late lunch but only proper meal I have had today. no, not hungry but tired. cannot keep my eyes open for the whole day and so i decided to go to bed at 8 tonight and be truly energetic when i go to work tomorrow. hopefully it works. 

because i hate the current me for having heartburn all the time and forever drowsy like a drug addict. heh.

back to our lunch date then. we lou-ed sang! love it because it taste like Pasembur or Rojak. heh. worth trying and i'm so going to lou sang again with my lovely sister. :)

sent baby boy to pet grooming centre today too! she straighten his fur for him. that was my first thought when i first seeing him in the pet grooming centre. he was so handsome, that was second thought and so i bought him new shampoo and heartgard because the pretty taukeh soh said that he has to eat heartgard every month but stopping every six tablets taken. :)

 so what had you done to my hair, maaaa? LOL 

lovely boy! 

going to hug my boy goodnight and go on to bed! tooooo tired to stay awake and i hope i shall get better soon. no headache. no sleepyhead. LOL

am i asking for too much? :P

glad i had a good day!

leaving then, bye pals! xo#

New year, new resolution!

hello people! 

i think i shall be here pretty often due to the emotional moment i'm having which probably last two months because we are going to Korea for good in the coming April. yea, right don't think i shall be moody when i see pretty girls and boys walking on streets? not sure. lol. hopefully they serve me blackie pork in Jeju. hopefully i get to makan fresh abalone! hopefully. heh. 

anyway, its time to talk about resolution! i'm not a Caucasian, i don't celebrate the new year on the first day of January. i am a hokkien lang and the 9th day of lunar new year is our first day of new year! :P lol. you can ignore me if you find me annoying because i am not sure about what am i typing now. too blur, nobody to talk to and nothing to talk about. heh. not a post for recipe anyway! :)

lost a friend of mine. i used to tell myself that no matter what we do, believe in karma. one day it will slap you on your face if you step on the wrong side. i seldom talk to a married man. i am not close with man who has a girlfriend because i know i am not good in controlling myself. the best friend of mine started a new relationship with a girl he was looking for a long time. i haven't make my mind clear if it is right to keep our friendship that way, so i decided to let him go. 

its my fault that i haven't let him go since 2008 that is why i deserved to get emotional at this moment. my feeling is not that important anyway. she is the one he wants, i hope. :) please stay hang fuk forever. thank you for all the lessons given. may we live happily ever after. i deserved a good man too, right? :D 

saw a status update of a facebook friend of mine, a superwoman that caught my attention all the time stated that " 答应自己，好好爱自己，

答应自己，不再为别人而活，

答应自己，看的开些，

答应自己，不要去在乎一些没必要的人和事。"

then i found, i only love my job and family. i put my work at the first place, family and friends for the second. i reject my dad very often whenever he asks me to follow him for weekend getaway in Penang because i need to work. i go out with my friends and family no matter when do they date me or where they date me to no matter how tired am i. i find myself very happy like that. maybe i was not right. i'm not sure. 

going to Korea is one of the plan i had for a long time. a reward for myself for working so hard all the time. you know you have to work harder when you find your pocket is empty sometimes. :P travelling around the world is one of the dream i've had for a long time. i know i can't go often but once a year at least. :)

not to care of so many things that is not related with me. i hope i will not be that busy body anymore in the future so that i can be a happier person.

i just want to be a happier person. richer or poorer, smarter or dumb, pretty or ugly makes no difference, really! lol

let me end up this post with pictures taken with my beloved people! you know i love you when you see yourself in my picture because i seldom take picture nowadays due to the super oily belly i have! lol

my ah ma!

 bestie and her niece!

 ah boy! i forced him to take a picture with me! heh. 

my sister!

done wiping tears. time for makan, mandi and exercise.

wanna put down weight and makan like a crazy za bor when i'm there in Korea. diet plan due April! fighting. heh.

leaving then, bye pals!

bye Jason#

Bak Kwa muffin

hello people!

i'm here again. heh. wanted to come before my nap time but then i was just toooooo tired and so i went to bed right after my lunch taken. :) not feeling well like having fever and i've got no idea why. feeling even more tired after getting up from my bed. LOL. 

sick, maybe. non stop sneezing and heavy head i've now as if it is not mine? :P 

anyway, mom changed bed sheet for us. very lunar new year feel and so i took a picture of it. :P

the corner that brings happiness, because i can hardly remember anything that truly hurt me, no matter how sad am i, i seldom remember after getting up from bed. only thing was that incident happened eleven years back. 

its been years and years and i haven't let it go. too dumb, i know but then i hope i shall be alright soon.

anyway, today is 人日. its everybody's birthday and so i baked cake for the family members of mine. wanted to bake light cheesecake at first but then i couldn't get block of cream cheese and lemons in Tesco and so i made Bak Kwa muffin. 

thank you for sharing the recipe.

glad dad likes it. 

leaving to bed then. getting really tired. heh.

hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day. thank you for lessons.

night, pals. xo#

hello people! :)

its been a week or more since i updated the last post of mine. was really busy and had very bad period pain that i couldn't even attend the gathering that organised by my friend.

talk about how did i kill my time before lunar new year. i went to baking store everyday because the captain of the kitchen said that i am not allowed to buy extra ingredients just in case i've too many types of baking ingredients left at home and it will be wasted. i baked cookies almost everyday until the microwave oven of my mom gone abnormal fortunately usable still. i woke up at 3 in the morning and slept at 11 at night which i repeated it as daily routine. glad i am not sick yet but then i was suffering whenever i went to work in the wet market every morning even today because i had novel marathon yesterday and i skipped my nap time.

found out that people who love us hate us hurting ourselves. parents mad at me when i don't sleep enough and they kept on buying me drumsticks though they think i'm too fat. they love me i know but then people are rebel sometimes. they don't sleep when they are free but complaining around when they have lesser time to sleep. :P

ya right. getting emotional for nonsense. too dumb to mention about and i think i should have thought of people who love me then i will feel better.

think of the man who buys me good coffee and the filter though i lost it. :P
think of the sister who used to hug me tight whenever i cry though i knew she will not for this time
think of the brother who sponsors my shopping expenses for my Korea trip this year
think of my mom who worries when she sees me wiping tears

i think i really have to be tough and look for a company for my life. just that where to start from? i truly wonder about it.

thank you for letting me know that how dumb was i for believing a liar. you did a great job, really. may you live happily ever after today and stop contacting me forever. i don't need a liar as a friend, not even stranger, thank you. :)

leaving then. before i regret for not sleeping early and keep on yawning on my desk tomorrow.

night, pals. xo#