hello people! :)
its been a week or more since i updated the last post of mine. was really busy and had very bad period pain that i couldn't even attend the gathering that organised by my friend.
talk about how did i kill my time before lunar new year. i went to baking store everyday because the captain of the kitchen said that i am not allowed to buy extra ingredients just in case i've too many types of baking ingredients left at home and it will be wasted. i baked cookies almost everyday until the microwave oven of my mom gone abnormal fortunately usable still. i woke up at 3 in the morning and slept at 11 at night which i repeated it as daily routine. glad i am not sick yet but then i was suffering whenever i went to work in the wet market every morning even today because i had novel marathon yesterday and i skipped my nap time.
found out that people who love us hate us hurting ourselves. parents mad at me when i don't sleep enough and they kept on buying me drumsticks though they think i'm too fat. they love me i know but then people are rebel sometimes. they don't sleep when they are free but complaining around when they have lesser time to sleep. :P
ya right. getting emotional for nonsense. too dumb to mention about and i think i should have thought of people who love me then i will feel better.
think of the man who buys me good coffee and the filter though i lost it. :P
think of the sister who used to hug me tight whenever i cry though i knew she will not for this time
think of the brother who sponsors my shopping expenses for my Korea trip this year
think of my mom who worries when she sees me wiping tears
i think i really have to be tough and look for a company for my life. just that where to start from? i truly wonder about it.
thank you for letting me know that how dumb was i for believing a liar. you did a great job, really. may you live happily ever after today and stop contacting me forever. i don't need a liar as a friend, not even stranger, thank you. :)
leaving then. before i regret for not sleeping early and keep on yawning on my desk tomorrow.
night, pals. xo#
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