It was my beloved sister's birthday. I was lucky that I got chance to serve her mee sua and cake! :)

glad she loves them. 

 mee sua

 hand writing. first time. ugly i know. :P 

isn't my sister pretty? :D ignore my cake please. :P 

just pop out to say hi. was too busy and getting really tired that I can't really sleep well in these days and i truly wonder why. hehehee. karma? not sure.

i wish i have sleeping pills or i will not be that tired! full of complaints. :P by the way, life is not running smooth in these days.

after all then i knew, not all business can make money just like not all women can deliver kids. people laugh at me for wanting kids so much and if i am given a chance to deliver kids, i hope i can deliver a pair of kids, one son and one daughter. wanted more but not sure! who knows if my future man loves kids too? hehe. oh well, single still. someone please introduce a man for me? hehehehee

may life run better in the coming days. may my dad be happier soon.

okay. leaving. got to rest. goodnight pals. xo#

Sweet and sour pork balls!

hello people! its been a while since i was here with notes about recipe. 

bought pork neck bones at the other day for radish soup and cut extra meat from the bones for pork balls. thought of my mommy before she left home saying there is pork left in the fridge warning me not to buy new pork ( even though i couldn't find it out in the fridge ) so i bought new one! 

i made two dishes with pork neck bones which cost me ten ringgit. :) 

I cut the extra meat from the pork neck bones and minced it

 add in shallots, garlic, carrot, salt, pepper, ajinomoto and potato starch. 

 round the mixture and line in a plate

 deep fried the pork balls

 cut vegetables

add oil in frying pan, fry capsicums if you have bought green capsicums. remove from pan and add in onions and tomatoes, tomato sauce, chili sauce, vinegar, water and a little thai chili sauce. lastly add in fried capsicums and meatballs. stir it. off the heat and serve! :)

tasty, my supporters said! :)

give it a try. worth trying. hehe.

leaving then, xo!

hello people! was missing for a couple of weeks because the mother of mine went Hong Kong for vacation and i had to be the housewife at home! hahahhaa. nah. not because of housewife but i felt like practicing cooking and so i was really busy cooking meals for my dad and washing woks in the kitchen so i only had time to work, cook and sleep. 

too tired and got sick. serious? not really. not coughing yet but then i can't breathe well and antibiotics that i took was killing me softly. why? because i hate tablets the most. hehehehehe. 

will be back for the dishes i cooked last week. learnt something new again! learnt to use the same ingredient to cook different dishes and so there is not many leftover fresh ingredients in the fridge as in i can't cook often. 

let me end up this post with the picture of my mommy taken with Andy Lau in the wax museum HK. 

looking at her smiling happily in the pictures taken truly makes me happy.

okay, tablets time. bed time. ;)

be back soon! xo# 

Korean Fried Chicken!

not working today! too excited and so i went market for drumsticks and sweet potatoes for meals today! was thinking to make kimchi soup too but i couldn't make it because of limited time i've and so i only made fried chicken. hehehehe. 

bought two big drumsticks and marinated them with egg white, black pepper and salt. why egg white but milk stated in the recipe? because i had leftover egg white which i used to brush my danish butter cookies last night and there is not milk left at home. hehehehehehe. different function i know but then it will be wasted if i don't use it that way. hahaha. okay, cincai cook. forever cincai! :P anyway, not the main issue. 

main issue is the chicken is not cooked! omg. lesson learnt. you can either wake up earlier to make dishes you like or make it later when you're home from work but cutting down the time you cook your dishes! hehehehehe. i thought i was smart, thats why. haha. 

then again i forgot to add in minced garlic for the chicken marinade and i left out onion when i sauteed the chili paste. taste okay but i think it could be better! 

i shall try again until i can make it. :)

i substituted the Korean curry powder with Watch Brand curry powder because i don't have Korean curry powder. i used normal tomato sauce because i don't have American ketchup. I also don't use corn syrup but brown sugar! :)

after all then i think it taste okay but improvement needed. ;)  

now you know why i made pickled radish in cube sized but slices! LOL

thank you, Mr. Teh for the gochujang! I love you more than you thought! hahahaha. 

okay, leaving then. good days, pals!! xo#

Mini bacon egg toast

the brother of mine ordered hot dog buns and so i made mini bacon egg toast too while making sausage buns. same ingredients, that is why!

anyway, saw the recipe of bacon wrapped eggs earlier and found another recipe  when i was hoping around food blogs so i tried the second recipe. look almost the same but then we added grated cheddar cheese in the eggs and our egg yolks are runny. my sister likes half cooked egg yolks. i didn't add in scallions because i was rushing time for my sibling's bento boxes. hehehe

if i am given a chance to bake it again, i'm going to bake with eggs at room temperature and bake it  at 200 Celsius degree for twelve minutes but fifteen minutes. :)

taste good with chili sauce. give it a try. you will not regret. :)

leaving then. night pals, xo#

前几个星期黄爸爸，黄妈妈比较忙，较少在家，所以上个星期，我跟外婆约会去了。还记得，外婆那一天，不舒服，她依然来看我了。T_T 好感动，所以我依照我的计划煮饭给外婆吃了。

我们都和外婆比较亲近因为小时候家里没有钱，所以我们四兄弟姐妹都住外婆家，而且我妈咪不是超人呀，一个人顾不了四个小孩子。

上个周末，外婆来了。我买了她爱吃的生菜，做了两道简单的菜给她吃。知道吗，那一天，我很快乐。就像我煮了生日面线给妈咪吃的感受，那令我无比骄傲的感受，然我知道，爱上烹饪的我终于做对了一件事情。呵呵呵

以前以前，有个朋友说过，有机会服侍我们的长辈不是他们的福气而是我们，那时候，我不相信，因为在跟爸爸生气。可是最近的我觉得他说得太对了。我很幸福，因为我有两个婆婆，爸爸和妈咪在身边。虽然，我没有了两个公公，可是比起别人家，我还是很幸福，因为啊，我们家还有二老嘛！不都说“家有一老，如有一宝”吗？我们家有二宝哦！呵呵呵呵。

那一天，阿嫲来了我家，我带着她去她平时最喜欢去的杂货店买蒜头去了。为什么是蒜头？家乡没有？当然不是啦，是因为老人家嘛，喜欢价钱比较便宜的东西，哪怕能省下一令吉，都值得怀念。大老远的来了我家，想的都是家里的事情。老人家啊，都那个样。想要的不是金钱而是我们平平安安的，快快乐乐的。

好像离题了呢！LOL. 不是说我做了两样菜吗？其实哦，还有side dishes哦！我阿嫲吃了我做的泡菜哦！很高兴很高兴！因为阿嫲能接受我的泡菜呀！呵呵

 凉拌冬粉

卤肉

说着说着，我又想念我的婆婆了。呵呵呵。

好啦，我得睡觉了。晚安各位！xo#

bought two capsicums few days back cooked it with canned sardines today.  

sent this picture for my sister and she said that the picture shows that the capsicum is the main character but sardines. lol.

this dish was good. easy to make and nice to be eaten. not to say i'm good in cooking it but i like capsicum! hehehehe. don't like it? weird smell? heat up your frying pan with oil and fry it before you add it into dishes you make. not frying for a long time because it taste better when it is crunchy still! give it a try and you'll fall for it like me! i never know i would like capsicum too! :)


leaving then. will be back soon! xo#

hello people! morning people! LOL 

okay, i'm just too excited after making fried rice in the kitchen of my mom and procrastinating exercise plan of mine so i'm here again. talking about exercise, i put on weight like crazy and i look extremely heavy now and i know i'm fat even though i never step on scale and weigh myself. lol. 

felt like eating fried rice with barbecued pork and so i woke up earlier to make it. had early breakfast and going off to exercise before work. that is what i planned for today.

nothing special. too excited going out with my friend. wondering if his mom is going to misunderstand about our status. asked him bout that and he said if she does, let her be. i sweated. LOL. 

glad he is back in town. who? best buddy who said my kimchi taste like the chili of chicken rice!! LOL 

yes, i'm very happy now. i hope i can be very happy forever. 

my breakfast.

going off then. good day, pals! xo#

welcome back!

the best buddy of mine is back at home country! 

dated him for the whole afternoon. tired but worth it! 

my souvenirs for him

welcome back, kawan! glad you agreed with me about the Scottish juice is nicer than English. LOL. looking forward to our movie date later. see you soon with homemade kimchi and homebaked chiffon cake. hehehehe.

to be happy or not truly depends on the choice we chose. i smile still everyday and i'm going to complain lesser from today onwards, a promise to myself, better for us. :) he knows who he is. congratulation, you are free now! :) i hope i'm not getting any message from you just like how you think, thank you. hehehe.

have to rest already. heartburn attacks everyday and that truly ruins my day. lol. better soon, hopefully! :)

leaving then, xo#

南乳炸肉

hello. :) 

fried pork belly today. not the best and so i'm not going to share recipe here. LOL i'll keep on trying to make better fried pork belly and note down the recipe here! :)

leaving then, xo#

肉燥面

hello people! i'm back with a bowl of noodles with minced pork! hehehe. 

always feel like cooking braised pork with noodles but then i just couldn't make it in my working days. its holiday for us today so i woke up early and went to wet market today for fresh pork and noodles. 

was thinking which kind of braised pork i should make but i felt like eating the 卤肉 i made at the other day so i tried with this. tasty! not to say the one i made is tasty just that it is a really good recipe. :) 

people might think that i'm dumb doing all this because i only cook a "ball" of noodles and i had it for lunch and dinner but then it is my choice. i felt happy busy cooking in the kitchen. i bought pork balls too and cooked wanton soup with it. :) 

taste alright. :)

glad i made it. 

i'm so going to make again with another recipe of braised pork. hehehe.

leaving then, xoxo#

咖啡

在过去的日子里，我从来都不知道咖啡在我生命里扮演着很重要的角色。前几天，我们因为必须吃斋而不可以吃奶制品。就在那区区的三天里，我好像一名吸毒犯一样，咖啡隐发作了可是被禁止喝咖啡。那是我这一辈子里，最痛苦的三天。呵呵

很夸张哦? 其实并没有。

我在工作时间打瞌睡，纵使我已经提早睡觉。

我不停的流鼻水

我不停的打哈欠

放工回家，我尽情睡觉，起身时依然不舒服。

昨晚，临睡前，我喝了一杯三合一白咖啡。

我赫然发现原来每天有机会喝上一杯咖啡就是一种幸福，哪怕那只是一杯即溶咖啡。

这是我最最最爱拿铁

有人说过，每个人在不同的阶段都会有不同的想法。我赞同了，因为以前的我只爱即溶咖啡而现在的我渴望拥有咖啡机炮制我喜欢的拿铁。

我想，就因为人们一直都在变，所以我们的距离越来越遥远了。我想，我真的真的应该要放下了。那样才对得起我自己，不是吗？


我真的累了，上天会帮我主持公道吧？

晚安#

Mixed mushroom salad

hello, people. i'm back. :)

its been a while since i came to update my blog. hehehe. 

there was a night when i was looking at the pictures i took in Taiwan and found the mushroom salad i had for breakfast. felt like having it again, so i made it in past few weeks. hehehe. 

had no idea how to make at all after buying all the ingredients which i thought i may need so i searched recipe online. hehehehehe. felt like checking the link again to share with you guys but then the recipe disappeared. 

i'll only share the recipe of my type of mixed mushroom salad. hehehehe. 

all you need are garlic, parsley, onion, tomatoes, capsicum ( optional ) , crab meat mushroom and enoki mushroom, black pepper, lime and fish sauce. capsicum is optional as in not many people like capsicum and i added it in my salad because i felt like eating capsicum that day! LOL. 

i sauteed mushroom with garlic. added in enoki mushroom at last and seasoned it with ground black pepper. after all then i mixed all the raw ingredients and adjust the taste. that is my typed of mushroom salad. 

the recipe i read stated you have to add in fresh thyme also red wine vinegar. i skipped them and made it with my own style so it taste like kerabu more than mushroom salad. LOL. 

 this is how my mushroom salad look like. my sister likes it! ;)

give it a try and make your own salad! ^_^

leaving then, xoxo#

hello people!

i'm here after procrastinating stuffs i should have done. hahahahhaha.

yea right, skipped exercising.
yea right, told myself to go to bank earlier today.
yea right, told myself to listen to TLC
yea right, told myself to change my tyres
yea right, told myself to drive baby for a proper shower

and then i've done nothing.

only thing i did was a long nap taken yet tired after that?

am i too old for everything? LOL

no, of course. i'm getting everything done by tomorrow and go to see Raymond next Thursday. not to say i can't make it. i'll persuade my dad for that.no opinion? forever obey to parents? no, of course. because i work in different time and its kind of dangerous driving alone to Penang. hehehehehe. unless i've a driver! hahahaha. need to get chocolate chips too cause i felt like baking cookies for this precious friend of mine.

ya, right, today is a good day! thank you for durian. i love you pretty much though you mumble sometimes! aha.

not updating new recipes because i haven't try out new dishes yet. kept on repeating on food i used to make.

leaving then, xo!

Blessed

yo people! i'm here again before i start dating Mr. Chow. 

hehehehe. 

because i'm blessed that my favourite people treat me like a princess? :P LOL nah. not something about that but i'm blessed. 

guess what i did today? wrapped dumplings! i never thought of a day that i would have a chance to do so. i'm so happy that there is someone who was there to wait for me for the free lecture of dumplings wrapping. 

who? guess she minds me mentioning her name but yea, this girl really touched my heart. 

yea, my pork hand with the dumpling i was wrapping. LOL. 

i hope i know how to wrap dumplings as soon as possible and i will supply free dumplings if i ever wrap it. i promise. thank you very much for being a patient friend. thank you very much for the double standard, :P your help is much appreciated. :)

busy but happy. had a good day!

got to run then!

night, pals. xo#

hello people! i'm back. heh. always tell myself to update my blog and bring my laptop to granny's house whenever i'm there with her but i'm just too lazy to take it out from the bag and so... hahahaha. 

not sure why i feel like coming today. probably because i feel sick again. probably because i'm not happy today but who cares? hehehehe. not important anyway. 

anyway i'm here to show you the fish i bought in Penang. i told my dad i wanted to buy lanterns when i first saw lanterns hanging on the wall when we passed by the shop. he remembered that and offered to bring me there for lanterns. not to say i can't afford lanterns but sometimes things get really valuable and meaningful when someone remembered what you wanted and bought you one. that was the world best day for me that i brought our fish walked around the old streets in Penang. 

maybe people were laughing at me they said. lanterns are for kids, they said but WHO CARES? :D i was the world happiest girl that day. really appreciated what my dad had done to me. hehehehehe. 

so whenever i feel like getting mad at the two lao langs at home, i re-think if i can. 

sometimes i really can't stand. i'm hot tempered i know. i'm bad i know but i get tired too sometimes. 

how can people expect me not getting tired to be like on call for 24 hours. people said i get a good job because i get to relax and work for a short time. who else on earth has to face a boss in the office and another boss at home discussing about different stuffs. 

no i can't fight back because he is my boss and my dad.

but 

can you not changing face within minutes telling me you're my boss. i thought i'm your daughter too. 

talking about stress. why stress? you just have to work two hours a day? LOL. i feel like laughing at myself  for the decision i made and kept on complaining already. 

all i can do is look at my lantern and hang there. i cannot fight because i'm a loser since my mom gave birth to me. they are my parents. without them, i'm nothing. hehehehehe. 

okay, back to my lanterns. 

 the father of mine holds my lanterns for me just for this picture. he is the world best dad, i supposed. don't think my man can do it for me also. 

aren't they sweet? 

hehehehhee. okay lar, its time to wipe the tears and sleep. hopefully, not fever.

goodnight, pals. xo#

yooooooo... people. its been a long time since i came to update my blog. too busy working day and night, postponing the jobs and stuffs. hehehehe

 yea right. i've reason not to come and i went to yumcha with kawan-kawan. when was the last time did i go to yumcha with kawan-kawan? i'm not sure about it. hahaha. 

had a fun night out. 

had very delicious thai cuisine. 

people wonder why am i single and try to help in introducing male friends for me. not quite sure if they were joking around but yea i thank them for being concern.

i think i'm critical or else why is everyone else worry about me? hahaha. thank Buddha my dad is not in the list. he rather believes that my Mr. right is not there yet or the best is yet to come. hehehe. okay lar, they are words to console myself.

hopefully, soon. if and only if he is not the right one, please let me miss him. because i'm scared if my heart dies. it is too weak to meet a heartbreaker. am i too serious anyway? LOL

hopefully i get to bake cupcakes tomorrow. hopefully.

good days, i hope. will be back soon, xoxo#

芋头扣肉

yo... people! i'm back with a dish i made today. hrmmm thank Sock Peng for recipe it is a very good recipe and i find it easy making "芋头扣肉" in this way with all the pictures taken and the directions stated. :)

oh well, i'm not good in preparing ingredients so people used to make it with a piece of pork and a piece of yam but i had too many pieces of yam left so i added in two pieces of yam. looks weird but thank Buddha my family loves yam. :D 

it is salty for me that i'm not good in adjusting flavour so i added in fish sauce and soy sauce and i actually forgot that 豆腐乳 is salty too. so mine 扣肉 is salty. hehehehe. i also forgot to add in dark soy sauce. so i didn't follow the recipe i think..

it taste better with sugar added by my mom and so if i ever make again then i'll add a piece of 豆腐乳 and sugar instead of salt. i cut down the amount of 豆腐乳 because i only make it with two pieces of pork instead of four. i added more shallots as i always think that the more shallots you add in when you saute them, the food you make taste better!

anyway, yea, for people who love yam, its worth trying. if you don't like lean pork then ask for pork belly with lots of fats inside because the one i bought today was not good enough my dad said. fats part is chewy but the lean parts is kind of hard and they just don't like that. improvement needed and so i'm going to cook again.

when?

sometimes soon i hope. :D

so, there goes my holiday. will have to work tomorrow. so, happy holiday kawan-kawanku! may you maximize your excitement for this short holiday! :D

leaving then. see ya, pals! xo#

Taiwan I

heyooo people! i'm back. hehehe. been missing for quite long because i forgot that i am a blogger. hehehee

let me start it with the plane i took to Taiwan.

we departed at night so i drank a glass of wine when the meal was served. i thought i would be alright because i didn't feel itchy at all after our poolside party but i didn't know that i still get itchy after the glass of wine. hehehehehehe. anyhow, thank Buddha i had wine or i would have headache.

the plane i took. :) 

 we took high speed rail to Taichung once we reached TaoYuan airport. the journey took us 40 minutes or more which i couldn't remember. the seat in high speed rail was really nice which was better than the seat in the aircraft. hehehehe.

took a cab to our hotel and then we walked around the streets in Taichung. didn't go to many places cause some of our members felt sick. asked the hotel receptionist where should we go for lunch and then she recommended braised pork rice in 台中第二市场!

braised pork rice was really yummy that i can't make it the same no matter how many times did i try to cook it. lol. 

 went into a convenience shop and then i found durian.

found dragon fruits too. never knew that dragon fruits could be that expensive.

.

then i found egg pudding! which i wanted to try very much and the coffee recommended by Jayne to me. so that was my dessert after lunch! hehehe 

went to night market after our short nap in the room! heard it is better to shop in Taichung than Taipei since everywhere in Taipei is a tourist spot? so we started to have our snacks and shopping stuffs. don't remember i bought anything but i remembered that i ate a lot!! hahahahhaa

their crepe is really delicious. it wasn't expensive and the portion was much bigger than those we can get in Alor Setar. absolutely worth having.  

squids! yea right, with the honey mustard sauce. never know that mustard taste that good with honey! hahahaha. so going to try it if i ever make fried enoki next time!! :D 

barbecued prawns. it was too salty for me and fresh prawns should be sweet and i don't know why i only taste salt from the prawns i had. not too bad anyway. worth trying too since we don't have it in Malaysia! :D

there goes our stinky tofu in soup! i don't really like that but other friends of mine enjoyed it

Xiang Xiang chicken was salty and spicy! it taste good with the sesame seeds inside but it taste better if it is less spicy.

that was all about the first day in Taichung and the night market of 一中街. :)

will be back for more updates about Taiwan later. stay tune!! =D

good days, pals! xo#

hello people!

i'm here. was very busy travelling here and there for wedding dinner, parties, nice food, cousins meet up in the last week.

going to be less busy from tomorrow onwards because boy is back in the house! he likes sticking with me everytime when he is home.

life went down. downslope i meant that i am not happy even though i tried hard to put my smile on my face.

i need sometime to cheer myself up.

need not worry about me that i will be sad for a long time because i've a world best sister. :)

going off.

will be back for picture updates later.

thank you for hoping around here.

xo#

:)

yoooo people! i'm back from tea session with a long lost friend of mine. yea, that lady got married on my birthday and went to her new home in Malacca until today. 

talked a lot. gossiped a lot. distressed. happy! 

thank Buddha she dated me today or i didn't know how to keep my smile on my face. hehehehee

looking back the pictures i took in Taiwan and that makes me miss the beach i went to. Taiwan is a beautiful place with kind people. you feel secured in the city even in the night market. you don't have to hold your bags when you walk around in the land of Taiwan. you don't have to look around when you walk in the train station. you don't have to worry if you go on the wrong cab as they all are really friendly! that makes me feel like going once again with my beloved people, like seriously with the cheap baby abalones. :D if i really make money then i am going to organise a family trip with six of us and we will be there. we will definitely be! :D 

glad i was there! as a fishmonger, i'm glad i saw different type of market in other country. i love Taiwanese that they are friendly. i pay respect to them that they don't complain if people do not buy stuffs from them and greet thank you for paying them a visit! 

that is why we need to go to other places to see and widen our mind!

the only beach i went to that made me smile like a little girl and miss the father of mine! yea, i love sea even though i'm not allowed to play water sports but still sitting on a beach makes me a happy girl! :D 

heheheheeh.

then i feel like going to Maldives. :D may i dream Maldives tonight. hahahaha.

running out of energy. have to bathe and rest.

goodnight, pals.

xo#

Back from Taiwan!

yooo people! i'm back from Taiwan since Monday and i was really busy in the past few days rushed to Penang at the next day when i was home and so on. 

not really remembered what happened after that but GLAD I AM HOME! had durian, laksa, fried kembong, sambal belacan which i can't get in Taiwan. :D yes, blessed that parents were there still even though my flight delayed for more than half an hour and i am sure that they waited even longer just to see me. :D

well, people know i am sensitive to alcohol and i drank that before i stepped into Taiwan so i couldn't stop scratching myself for two days. too itchy, that was how i felt and none of them felt like joining me for beer for the trip after that. LOL 

yea, i like white wine the best. taste better than red! sluurrrrp. i will try to remind myself to take tablets if i'm given chances to drink alcohol again. i promised myself. :D 

talk about Taiwan.

it is a good place if you go on any other season. i can never forget the heat of Taiwan and that made me sexy having pinky face all the time! LOL then i didn't apply sunblock and so i got pimples and tanned when i'm home. not a good news anyway and i gained weight. hahahaa. i am so much heavier when i finally stood on the scale and weighed myself. 

told myself i will go on diet plan but brain stopped when my sister asked about the target of weight losing. HAHAHA. 

hopefully i can make it. a fatty isn't cute, i know. :P~ 

good days i had. will be back for photos update later. 

going off! 

night pals! 

xoxo#

heylo people! i'm here again before my a week long holiday! :D

did i say that i will be back if i can make Cooper meesua in time? yea of course! i'm so glad that i made it. why serving baby meesua but cake and stuff? because a Chinese has to eat meesua on his birthday which represent long life! i am so going to make him meesua from this year onwards. :D don't think he knows why did i serve him big meal today but that boy enjoyed his meal! :D 

healthiest food i made so far, without soy sauce and ajinomoto! first time ever goes to my boy! yea, i googled and i actually found out that this boy can eat eggs either egg white or egg yolk so i made him hard boiled eggs, steamed pork because this little boy is sensitive to chicken and we don't eat beef at home, raw carrot because he loves crunchy carrot than soft one! 

look! he was tasting his meal.

i was once thought that he might not like meesua because it is tasteless but surprisingly he finished it and left carrot aside. :P 

yea man, i miss my boy already. anyway, advanced happy birthday, baby! may you stay strong and live with me forever. i love you, baby! xoxo. 

tired already. hopefully everything runs smooth.

good day, people!! 

xo#

yoooo people! i'm back here before my luggage packaging and my work. i need to get to office within half an hour and i haven't take my breakfast and bathe. hahahahahahaha.

oh well, challenging but i want to keep my blog updated because i was really busy everyday and i only got to sleep longer yesterday. very busy but don't remember what was i busy about? preparing my job before i get to step on airplane this Friday night and meet Raymond up? no, i haven't get my cookies done! i haven't pay my bills. i haven't pack my luggage. i haven't get my things done in my office and i don't know what did i actually do! hahahahahaha.

no lar, its all because i work at 2 in past few days and i baked a cake for my dad and i insisted to cycle at least half an hour a day to keep my diet balance because i eat whenever i am tired and so i need to burn my oil everyday though it doesn't really help i know. went out with cousin sister even though my eyes are all half way closing. hahahaha.

nearly hit a car yesterday and then i honk him. LOL. it was so ashamed that i was in the wrong lane and i honked that man. luckily he was not a bad man who knocks me down or i will not know if i have the chance to step into Taiwan. LOL

oh well. laughed like crazy in these days. appreciate them. :D

needed to go to office yesterday and i was really tired and people get moody when they are half awake and can't get to bed? not sure about other people but i memang like that. LOL. then a message popped out from my phone saying yo! yea, my favourite boy! yea boy! because he was a boy when i got to knew him. because he was a boy when he gave me the teddy! miss that boy badly. he is coming back really soon! can't wait to hang out with him. :D

hehehee. okay. breakfast is ready.

will be back if i get to make mee sua for cooper in time. if i can get my things done in time. :D

love!!

leaving yo! good day people! xo#

heyaaaaa people!

today is not a good day for me. cried for small issue and find myself very funny! LOL.

told my dad being single isn't a bad idea but he banned my thought. he said a lady's life is incomplete if she is not married with kids. he made me feel that i'm lonely all in a sudden. i miss my sister. if she is here then i can hug her and cry but no one was with me so i cried in the office. LOL.

then again i found out that i'm not good enough in my job and so i am going to improve myself again.

i'm not happy.

i went shopping for ingredients of smoothies and i forgot to bring my wallet. thank Buddha i took twenty bucks plus in my pocket before i left home and so i didn't really buy any other things and i had to check the price before i take anything from the rack of Tesco or i would not have enough money for them. LOL. first time ever, because i never go shopping without bringing money. i find it awkward looking at stuffs i wanna buy and i can't pay for them. hehehe.

today is not a good day.

so, i'm going to drink milk and sleep like there is no tomorrow.

hopefully the sun shines tomorrow. hopefully tomorrow is a good day.

by the way, happy bak zhang festival people!

good day, xo#

hello people!

i'm here after my heavy dinner before my bed time. XD

was busy slacking at home today and reading books online. found out that my English is really lousy that i don't understand most of the sentences i read today.

Read from a book recommended by a friend of mine. it stated that "I'm busy -- really busy. But sometimes I wonder if what I'm doing will make a difference in the long run. I'd really like to think there was meaning in my life, that somehow things were different because I was here." i think it stated well about me.

no, reading is not tiring. reading is fine. i just have to fall for books to kill my times. update myself is not a waste because i put effort, i get what i need. :)

dad kept on telling us not to trade if it is not making money, not doing anything that doesn't make profit. i'm a daughter of businessman. i believe in my dad, he is always right and no matter what he does, he will never hurt me. :) as the chinese saying goes, even a tiger doesn't eat his cub? not sure. hehehe.

glad my sister is safe

admit that you are biased. i know we can't divide our heart into the same size and be fair to everyone. i know i shouldn't fight back and it doesn't really mean that you're right all the time

do i need a counselor? i don't know but i think that everyone of us has the right to voice out about our thought. you have no right to stop me talking just because i point out the fact. 

don't expect me to think alike you when i'm not you.

please think.

got to go. :)

goodnight, pals. xo#

hello people!

can't keep myself awake in the evening after the short cycling moment and so i took a nap. forced myself to get up from bed after an hour or so by setting three alarms continuously and that truly woke me up after " snoozing " my alarm for more than five times. :D

talk about life. i planned to start reading books again, not studying because i know i where i want to stay for the rest of my life. yea, father actually told that i can give up and go away from here but i chose it, i will walk til the end.

i actually believe that i will die young but i am going to love myself more even if i needed to die young else why do we need to work hard to earn money? my father never taught me to save up the money i make because he said everyone can spend his money as long as he can earn it. yea, i'm working really hard to play hard. life is short and the value of our cash notes drop almost everyday!

some people said i'm a big spender because i bought a Japanese car. no, i don't think so. i believe that my car can last at least ten years and it is much more worth than what am i going to pay to fix local car. i don't usually explain to people what am i doing because people who know me will eventually know about my thought, why care about people who don't even know me, right? but still, i'm here to type it out. LOL. contradicting, i know but i hate people misunderstand me. :P

you might think that i'm funny but different perception, different thought. i don't wish you to judge me because you don't know me, thank you. :D hahahahaha.

emotional? no, of course. forgot when was the last time did i get emo again. only when i was half awake and people keep on mumbling at my ears time, i think? :P


hehee. time to rest or i might can't get up to work later.

will be back soon if i have extra time for blogs even after i started to explore about my new hobbies.

do miss me! :P

bye people, xo#

heyo people! 

i'm here before my cycling session because i had big meals everyday when my elder brother was around. had parties around and then i gained at least 2 kgs i think. LOL. asked my sister is June a month to gain weight else why am i so fat and she said it is nothing related with month but myself! LOL. 

yea, had fun. went here and there and challenged myself to the max for only slept two hours a day and had two cups of coffee at once didn't really help to wake me up. LOL. okay that was not fun and i nearly hit a lady when i was on my way back home this morning. i will keep in mind that i have to be careful and not making the same mistake again. 

talk about alcohol. i'm allergic to alcohol and i am still sick even for now. " alcohol is strictly prohibited", my doctor said but i drank three glasses of champagne when we were having our poolside party that night. worked like a workaholic from four in the morning until four in the evening, taken bath and went to Penang for the party without even taken a nap. glad i managed to swim a round and had fun with my siblings. glad i had champagne and i started to fall for alcohol. sparkling wine tasted really good and i am so going to read about alcoholic drinks from books. guess, it is knowledge too. it is always good to know more than nothing, right! :D 

blessed night with the whole family. 

then again we went for party with the uncle of mine with whisky! never tried whisky because i am never a drinker and i forgot to take tablet before our drinking session and so i deserved to get really itchy for two days after that. consequences for being too forgetful. LOL. 

our drink that night.

life goes really smooth in these days other than weight gained and sick still. told Maggie about that and she complained that i shouldn't have eaten eggs and chicken. my brother said that probably because i slept less and so i cough still. Maggie actually reminded me that i might not get cured if i don't take care of myself now and it is really hard to imagine if i can't stop coughing when i am having my holiday in Taiwan later. 

yea, right. 

have to exercise now and rest. i don't remember when was the last time did i get up from my bed without the  walking alarm of mine already but it is always good to go to work for money because what else can we do if we only have to stay at home doing nothing, right? :D

okay, will be back soon. 

i hope i will be alright soon. :)

night, pals. xo#