heyoooo people!

i'm going to note down about the special night. :D yea, tonight is a special night that i'm going to share a room with my parents.

lonely night that parents went somewhere for their date but me. feeling tired also eyes are half way closing that i lied on the cushion watching series for the whole evening. that made me feel like making sushi. :D 

not feeling hungry after lunch nowadays. probably because i eat chicken and meat everyday to keep me full and rest early after that. did i lose weight? no of course because i keep on telling myself that i'll only step on my gym bike later and never start doing that. why? i don't know? 

found something today. when i get to relax then i get really lazy and less efficient in doing work. it happens to me all the time especially when i get to stick to my cushion in the hall after work and also i can hardly get back to sleep whenever someone wakes me up. i feel old when i can't sleep back even though i'm really tired. 

i miss those days when i can sleep really tight even without sleep pillow. 

papa told me that he is going to close his stall and i'm going to work in other fields. i really wonder when can i start looking for my life. am i too late to be in university? can i go for culinary arts? can i be a baker and sell homemade cakes and cookies or even kimchi? anybody knows what do i like? can i spend all my money going to the states of America and start everything all over again? 

i really wonder. 

i'm lost, again. 

xo#

yooooo, people.

its been two weeks since my last update, i think? hehehehe.

was really busy in the past weeks, attended wedding dinner, worked like there is no tomorrow, slept three hours everyday until i wondered how did i keep the account balance everyday. drank more coffee than sky juice, ate instant noodles for three days continuously until i found out why did i keep on eating food in packets. LOL

dumb, i know but i was rushing time so i had got no choice, i think. my parents hate me for being like that so i promised my dad that i shall stop eating that for 3 months. hrmm. :)

life is getting tougher when i work day and night. yoga? i can't imagine how did i survive working from the midnight to the evening. maybe i need some time to get use to it but then i'm not given chance to try! hehehehe. my uncle hired a new nurse and so he "fired" me. :P

told myself i have to go to Korea but then i can't make it so i make it SG! i booked flight ticket and i'll pay my cousin a visit next month. it is so happening and i can't wait to leave my home. heheheheh. why? isn't home the warmest place for me? yea, it is. i relax myself whenever i'm home but then i think we need to relax once a while after continue working seven days a week for more than half a year? i think i deserved that. :)

people will complain. why other people needn't rest? why do you need that? probably because i'm not the boss yet and i think its okay to relax when i'm young still? why work really hard and keep the money in the bank but spending it? hahahaha. thats what i thought.

hrmmm. very tired le. just popped out to show that i'm breathing. :P

will be back soon.

night, xo#

25th birthday

celebrated 25th birthday last Sunday. was really tired so we actually didn't have big meals outside but something Ching likes and afterall then i was satisfied with that.

got ang paus from my parents, didn't go to see my granny though it was Sunday. anyway we had an issue about birthday and so i will never mention to anyone else about my birthday again just because i think people who remember, they will remember if they don't, just let it be since it is important for me, myself and only my family because my parents supported me all the way since the day i came to the earth especially my mom that she gave birth to me. i actually thank her for not killing me since i am never a good daughter. hahahaa. 

anyway, i was really tired last Sunday that i went to work early in the morning and then came home to cook my mee sua. i filled up my tummy and then went to clinic to take medicine for my parents and then i slept fifteen minutes or so. felt really tired but i insisted i've to eat at least a piece of cake on my birthday. didn't buy whole cake because i gained weight and i'll have to be the one who eat half at cake left at home. too risky because i'm too fat at the moment. hehehehehe. if i really eat that i really have to cycle two hours a day. i dare not think about that. hahahahaa. i really love food with high calories but then i just can't afford eating them anymore.  

got few birthday wishes in the phone from a few good friends, one at skype and a few in facebook. not many because i hide my birthday nowadays. :) what truly surprised me was i got a message from my auntie. that touched my heart. :)

i made my own pork balls this year knowing that my mom will depart to BKK one day after my birthday, not making her busy but packing her luggage but the lady insisted to help. after all then we cooked the pot of mee sua soup. 

tadaaa... 

we went to Secret Recipe for tea time special and so we got two cups of free tea after we placed our order.  sister went to the cashier to ask for two big candles and five small candles. she insisted that we have to put candles on the cake and she brought her own lighter. that too surprised me. :) 

i actually thank my mom very much for delivered my sister to the world. she knows i love her and she shows me that too even though she likes to bully me sometimes and not letting other people bullying me. hahahahahaha. making her angry is really fun sometimes. =)

my cake

saw this when i on my browser, i thought someone else share the same birthday with me and so i put tried to click the cake, it actually showed that, " happy birthday Yee Chui " and that surprised me again. thank you Google! :) 

did i make birthday wishes? yes, i do. i wish i can get a boyfriend really soon and so i can be less lonely, parents will worry less about me! :) isn't it perfect for me? wish me luck for that. heh.

kay, bed time. night pals. will be back soon. xo#

hello March!

hello March! hehehehe. am i too late to welcome March? :P~ yea, March, my favourite month of the year because its my birth month. i get to eat cake, big meals and gift from best friend, sometimes. :P~ hehehehe not this year i guess cause we celebrate both my birthday and her wedding anniversary on the same day. how sweet is that? heh. 

saw a recipe shared by a facebook friend of mine about lemon chiffon cake, without baking powder and cream of tartar. never think that baking powder and cream of tartar is not good for health but then its better not using any type of them, isn't it? :D 

looks perfectly good when no one see its broken ass. :P~

taste okay, sweet and sour. somehow quite refreshing. :)

hrmmm. getting really tired and so i have to go to bed. :)

will be back soon, xoxo#