幸福

幸福其实很简单

在我眼里，

幸福，

就是放工回家和家里二老一起吃午餐，虽然吃的不是山珍海味，不过还是吃得津津有味

幸福，

就是不开心时给妹妹打电话，撒撒娇，当个无形的电灯泡，虽然无聊，不过很开心

幸福，

就是每天放工回家可以随性的睡很久很久，然后，睡醒时可以发发起床气

幸福，

就是，爸爸妈妈吵架了，我依然有晚餐吃

幸福，

就是，吵架了，还可以抱着宝贝儿子哭泣

幸福，

就是，想睡了，还可以抱着宝贝睡觉（虽然睡醒时，宝贝时常被发现掉在地上）

幸福，其实很简单

有时候会觉得是无形中的压力，不过是个人的看法问题

我决定要当个幸福的小女人，凡事往好的一边看，那么会活得比较开心
我要把以前的黄俞翠带回来
我要活得久一点，然后有机会去每个我想要去的国家（我会帮你带守信的,黄俞亲 :P~）

你会祝我好运吧，爱我的每个人！

走啦，晚安朋友们。

lalala~ i'm here to update my blog before someone asks me why i don't update my blog. :P~

okay... very exciting days i have had. straighten my hair cause someone minds me attending her convocation with my curly hair, tried to trim my son's fur and his auntie complained to me and asked me not to make him ugly, worked like there is no tomorrow and find myself very sleepy even though i drink extra coffee everyday, started to cycle a bit because someone minds me appear in her graduation pictures with my big body and not appearing in pictures. LOL. okay. i know the someone is reading cause i'm here to type for her! :P~ she knows that because i kiasu a bit and so i update before she asks, " why you NO update? " hehehehehehe.

hrmmmm.

first time ever that i'm getting real excited for national day
first time ever that my mom doesn't stop me for buying taro and sweet potatoes
first time ever that i decided to let go the past
first time ever that i apply facial products almost everyday
first time ever that i get phone call for wedding invitation of my friend
first time ever that i feel like buying myself a dress and a pair of high heels
first time ever that i ate sweet kimchi which is made by my lovely mom.

thinking of going back to join yoga class and my sister supports me.

kay, its time. bed time. :)

goodnight, people. may you enjoy your life like i do. :)

someone called home from Scotland and we had super serious war in the house. world war, i supposed.

someone said that he never think of the family. someone said that we have to tolerate. different perception, different opinion cause 2 old people acted like a pair of hedgehogs in the house. for someone who loves hedgehogs got no idea what can she do to help them up and so she kept quiet all night long.

i find myself improved a lot. irresponsible, i know but at least they don't affect my mood that much. not as much as last time and i don't have to wipe my tears. i need to rest, i need to work, i cannot wipe my tears every time they fight and go to work with my swollen eyes.

guess, he wants me to be like that.

sorry lor, i can't smile to you when you wake me up to talk to someone who doesn't even want to talk to me. you complained that i date my laptop often and sleep less and complained around that i've got no enough sleep. what if i have to date a man and not sticking at home everyday. i find myself hard to breathe if i ever get someone to hug even though i'm not double yet. LOL.

you know what, you said we're wrong because we like to tell people on earth that we're wrong, we're dumb. that's what actually you told us that we're silly and you just did what we had done. telling people on earth that you're wrong and so your son left filial piety aside doesn't make you look wiser. lol. that will hurt someone who loves you even more only!

please look with your eyes and see who loves you. stop acting blind when you're given eyes. i know we've no right to blame you for not loving us but can you please don't hurt people who love you? like, saying nonsense to stab their hearts? i know you're smart enough to handle the problem. do it, please. we're too weak to get attacked by you. really.  

leaving then. night pals. :)

super emo night for the 2 hedgehogs. may them get well soon.

Sorry.

didn't know how much did i owe my sister today!

told her what i had done to her and forced her not to go to meet her friends but going tea with me and granny at mac donald's and we can't make it at last and she lost the only chance of her to meet her best friends.

i feel like slapping myself for being busy body all the time.

my dad said that i never stop complaining but why. i actually think that i was not wrong but then i'm guilty after all. how can people not keeping promises and why promise if they can't make that.

most of the time i'll not forget what i had promised and did everything unless letting go the man i used to like so so much that i promised my sister too many times til she doesn't want to believe in me again.

not going to say anything about that cause i'm somehow foolish typing promises here. lol. people knew i promised too much about the man. no, he is not special, Kenneth said. he is a man, like a stranger or friend, nothing more or less but then i've got no idea why can't i differenciate that.

i'm real tired today. so hard to breathe, so sleepy and feel like sleeping as if there is no tomorrow cause i skipped my lunch which was chinese herbal soup which is cooked by my mom for our own good which may help to reduce period pain. yea, i'm naughty. i'll eat when my mom is around to prove that her effort is not wasted but only one bowl a month. :P~ yea, stubborn. :)

hopefully, my sister feels less unhappy now.

people know i love my family the most. nothing can beat that, not even fried chicken or Cooper.

i've to go.

i know you're reading this. sorry, really. i'll do what i promised and not making you sad again. don't believe in me yet but i'll prove it to you.

night, people.

Mommy's birthday

Mdm. Che's birthday fell on yesterday and so i cooked mee sua t'ng for her. mee sua represents long life and  my mom never eat that on her birthday before and i cook her a pot of mee sua t'ng and glad she didn't complain about it. =) 

taken pictures, without faces because all of us was real tired and in pajamas when we had the cake cutting session and so i only took pictures of my mom cutting cake. =)

her mee sua

made Tiramisu according to the recipe my cousin sister gave me and it was quite weird as the egg white turned watery after mixing it into the cheese batter but still after all then it taste alike, i think. 

the tiramisu

i was once thinking i might not be able to make the tiramisu and so i had plan B. plan B was good or my mom got no choice to cut a cake on her birthday! ;)

taste chocolate-ish. :D 

the sister of mine was holding the hands of my mom!

hrmmm. its holiday tomorrow. i'm so into holiday mood and i was once thinking to stay as late as i could so that i enjoy my holiday to the max and i'm tired already. yea, plan B. i'm going to sleep as long as i can and pay my granny a visit for breakfast date tomorrow!! :)

so, happy holiday to non muslims and happy raya to all the muslims!!

may i sleep tight. may you enjoy your holiday to the max. may you have lots of great food during raya like Lemang, Ketupat, Rendang !! wow....  dropping saliva around. :P~ hopefully, you're as excited as me!! :)

night, people! xoxo#

Dessert trip!

someone asked me why didn't i come to update. kakakakakaka. irresponsible blogger? no, off course because i'm a part time blogger only since i deleted the old blog of mine. :) do i cook? no, not really for the past few days but today! fried rice and cooked tomyum. i am waiting for my parents's prince home for my late dinner. super hungry and i wonder why is he not home yet!!! hrmmmmmmm.. 

what did i do today? looking for recipe all day long and thinking if i can bake 2 cakes for my mom on this coming Friday. Chocolate Moist Cake and Tiramisu? what do you think? Tiramisu is a must because i bought Mascarpone Cheese today! yea, the one you like the most, Ms. Ooi. :D hrmmmm. i'll have to think about it. :) 

okay, back to my dessert trip! paid someone a visit cause she can't come back for the weekend and i bugged her to bring me to Blackball for yam ball.. lalala~ glad i went there though and my mom said that i can make my own yam ball next time!! woohooo.. but where can i go to get sweet potato starch? that's the thing and can i substitute it with potato starch? kekeke. i'll think of it, really. too yummy to be eaten and i can't wait to make it. :))

our first Blackball in 1st Avenue mall. 3 of us shared this cause someone said that she will never support competitor's store. lalalala~ 

someone was busy dealing with the staff of Citibank and then i saw a buy 1 free 1 sorbet promotion at Next Stop and so i had a sit there with the 2 elders and noob sister!! :D :D 

Sorbet! Mango Passion and Orange Passion. :)) worth trying during the promotion but normal days!! hahahahaha. 

went to Kimberly St. for dinner since Boy finished his work at around 8 and we had to come back earlier. :) 

my peanut soup and Almond tea. urmm.... i like peanut soup the best. kakakakaka. 

hrmmm. i'm very very very happy and i feel like telling people on earth i'm smiling after wiping my tears for a month! don't ask me why cause i don't really remember already. i'm looking for the passion which i lost for my work. i'm very sure that i'll be okay after that. maybe, after my trip? :) i'm getting nearer to Perth! :D

okay, going off to make juice for my brother! welcome back Boy!

night, people! :D

Bacon Rolls II

watched 8tv last Sunday and found another recipe for bacon rolls and so i made it when Boy was back last Wednesday. Ching said that it was really delicious even though she dislikes prawns. heh. 

let me share with recipe with you! :)

 

all you need for the bacon rolls are, bacon, scallions, prawns, potato starch, flour, egg and bread crumbs. :) stick the prawns with the potato starch on the bacon, add in scallions and roll it. easy, isn't it? after all then pour some flour on the roll, dip in to the beaten egg and add in bread crumbs. after all then deep fried the rolls and control the heat. lower the heat as much as you can. :) 

after all then your bacon rolls are ready. 

for the dipping sauce, you need thai chili sauce, pineapple cubes, sesame oil, parsley and lemon. :) 

i saw chef eddie added everything in together and stir it but then i didn't follow his recipe, so i'm not very sure  if it is good but you can try! :) mix and match and then tell me if it is good!! :)

my bacon rolls, for someone who loves bacon like me, it taste good! :) 

the dinner box i made for my sister! 

things happened and i was really depressed. too tired to stay alive and told my parents i want to move out from this place where i used to call it home for so many years.

i don't know what can we do to solve the problems and i find it more serious than it used to be.

hrmmmm. can't hug the dog also if everything fails cause someone is jealous. i've got no idea how people compare parents with son. its just like the statement about who will you rescue if your wife and mom drop down to the sea? how can people be that stupid when they're given brains? i really wonder.

going out for heavy lunch. :)

good day, people.