heylo people! i'm here again before my a week long holiday! :D

did i say that i will be back if i can make Cooper meesua in time? yea of course! i'm so glad that i made it. why serving baby meesua but cake and stuff? because a Chinese has to eat meesua on his birthday which represent long life! i am so going to make him meesua from this year onwards. :D don't think he knows why did i serve him big meal today but that boy enjoyed his meal! :D 

healthiest food i made so far, without soy sauce and ajinomoto! first time ever goes to my boy! yea, i googled and i actually found out that this boy can eat eggs either egg white or egg yolk so i made him hard boiled eggs, steamed pork because this little boy is sensitive to chicken and we don't eat beef at home, raw carrot because he loves crunchy carrot than soft one! 

look! he was tasting his meal.

i was once thought that he might not like meesua because it is tasteless but surprisingly he finished it and left carrot aside. :P 

yea man, i miss my boy already. anyway, advanced happy birthday, baby! may you stay strong and live with me forever. i love you, baby! xoxo. 

tired already. hopefully everything runs smooth.

good day, people!! 

xo#

yoooo people! i'm back here before my luggage packaging and my work. i need to get to office within half an hour and i haven't take my breakfast and bathe. hahahahahahaha.

oh well, challenging but i want to keep my blog updated because i was really busy everyday and i only got to sleep longer yesterday. very busy but don't remember what was i busy about? preparing my job before i get to step on airplane this Friday night and meet Raymond up? no, i haven't get my cookies done! i haven't pay my bills. i haven't pack my luggage. i haven't get my things done in my office and i don't know what did i actually do! hahahahahaha.

no lar, its all because i work at 2 in past few days and i baked a cake for my dad and i insisted to cycle at least half an hour a day to keep my diet balance because i eat whenever i am tired and so i need to burn my oil everyday though it doesn't really help i know. went out with cousin sister even though my eyes are all half way closing. hahahaha.

nearly hit a car yesterday and then i honk him. LOL. it was so ashamed that i was in the wrong lane and i honked that man. luckily he was not a bad man who knocks me down or i will not know if i have the chance to step into Taiwan. LOL

oh well. laughed like crazy in these days. appreciate them. :D

needed to go to office yesterday and i was really tired and people get moody when they are half awake and can't get to bed? not sure about other people but i memang like that. LOL. then a message popped out from my phone saying yo! yea, my favourite boy! yea boy! because he was a boy when i got to knew him. because he was a boy when he gave me the teddy! miss that boy badly. he is coming back really soon! can't wait to hang out with him. :D

hehehee. okay. breakfast is ready.

will be back if i get to make mee sua for cooper in time. if i can get my things done in time. :D

love!!

leaving yo! good day people! xo#

heyaaaaa people!

today is not a good day for me. cried for small issue and find myself very funny! LOL.

told my dad being single isn't a bad idea but he banned my thought. he said a lady's life is incomplete if she is not married with kids. he made me feel that i'm lonely all in a sudden. i miss my sister. if she is here then i can hug her and cry but no one was with me so i cried in the office. LOL.

then again i found out that i'm not good enough in my job and so i am going to improve myself again.

i'm not happy.

i went shopping for ingredients of smoothies and i forgot to bring my wallet. thank Buddha i took twenty bucks plus in my pocket before i left home and so i didn't really buy any other things and i had to check the price before i take anything from the rack of Tesco or i would not have enough money for them. LOL. first time ever, because i never go shopping without bringing money. i find it awkward looking at stuffs i wanna buy and i can't pay for them. hehehe.

today is not a good day.

so, i'm going to drink milk and sleep like there is no tomorrow.

hopefully the sun shines tomorrow. hopefully tomorrow is a good day.

by the way, happy bak zhang festival people!

good day, xo#

hello people!

i'm here after my heavy dinner before my bed time. XD

was busy slacking at home today and reading books online. found out that my English is really lousy that i don't understand most of the sentences i read today.

Read from a book recommended by a friend of mine. it stated that "I'm busy -- really busy. But sometimes I wonder if what I'm doing will make a difference in the long run. I'd really like to think there was meaning in my life, that somehow things were different because I was here." i think it stated well about me.

no, reading is not tiring. reading is fine. i just have to fall for books to kill my times. update myself is not a waste because i put effort, i get what i need. :)

dad kept on telling us not to trade if it is not making money, not doing anything that doesn't make profit. i'm a daughter of businessman. i believe in my dad, he is always right and no matter what he does, he will never hurt me. :) as the chinese saying goes, even a tiger doesn't eat his cub? not sure. hehehe.

glad my sister is safe

admit that you are biased. i know we can't divide our heart into the same size and be fair to everyone. i know i shouldn't fight back and it doesn't really mean that you're right all the time

do i need a counselor? i don't know but i think that everyone of us has the right to voice out about our thought. you have no right to stop me talking just because i point out the fact. 

don't expect me to think alike you when i'm not you.

please think.

got to go. :)

goodnight, pals. xo#

hello people!

can't keep myself awake in the evening after the short cycling moment and so i took a nap. forced myself to get up from bed after an hour or so by setting three alarms continuously and that truly woke me up after " snoozing " my alarm for more than five times. :D

talk about life. i planned to start reading books again, not studying because i know i where i want to stay for the rest of my life. yea, father actually told that i can give up and go away from here but i chose it, i will walk til the end.

i actually believe that i will die young but i am going to love myself more even if i needed to die young else why do we need to work hard to earn money? my father never taught me to save up the money i make because he said everyone can spend his money as long as he can earn it. yea, i'm working really hard to play hard. life is short and the value of our cash notes drop almost everyday!

some people said i'm a big spender because i bought a Japanese car. no, i don't think so. i believe that my car can last at least ten years and it is much more worth than what am i going to pay to fix local car. i don't usually explain to people what am i doing because people who know me will eventually know about my thought, why care about people who don't even know me, right? but still, i'm here to type it out. LOL. contradicting, i know but i hate people misunderstand me. :P

you might think that i'm funny but different perception, different thought. i don't wish you to judge me because you don't know me, thank you. :D hahahahaha.

emotional? no, of course. forgot when was the last time did i get emo again. only when i was half awake and people keep on mumbling at my ears time, i think? :P


hehee. time to rest or i might can't get up to work later.

will be back soon if i have extra time for blogs even after i started to explore about my new hobbies.

do miss me! :P

bye people, xo#

heyo people! 

i'm here before my cycling session because i had big meals everyday when my elder brother was around. had parties around and then i gained at least 2 kgs i think. LOL. asked my sister is June a month to gain weight else why am i so fat and she said it is nothing related with month but myself! LOL. 

yea, had fun. went here and there and challenged myself to the max for only slept two hours a day and had two cups of coffee at once didn't really help to wake me up. LOL. okay that was not fun and i nearly hit a lady when i was on my way back home this morning. i will keep in mind that i have to be careful and not making the same mistake again. 

talk about alcohol. i'm allergic to alcohol and i am still sick even for now. " alcohol is strictly prohibited", my doctor said but i drank three glasses of champagne when we were having our poolside party that night. worked like a workaholic from four in the morning until four in the evening, taken bath and went to Penang for the party without even taken a nap. glad i managed to swim a round and had fun with my siblings. glad i had champagne and i started to fall for alcohol. sparkling wine tasted really good and i am so going to read about alcoholic drinks from books. guess, it is knowledge too. it is always good to know more than nothing, right! :D 

blessed night with the whole family. 

then again we went for party with the uncle of mine with whisky! never tried whisky because i am never a drinker and i forgot to take tablet before our drinking session and so i deserved to get really itchy for two days after that. consequences for being too forgetful. LOL. 

our drink that night.

life goes really smooth in these days other than weight gained and sick still. told Maggie about that and she complained that i shouldn't have eaten eggs and chicken. my brother said that probably because i slept less and so i cough still. Maggie actually reminded me that i might not get cured if i don't take care of myself now and it is really hard to imagine if i can't stop coughing when i am having my holiday in Taiwan later. 

yea, right. 

have to exercise now and rest. i don't remember when was the last time did i get up from my bed without the  walking alarm of mine already but it is always good to go to work for money because what else can we do if we only have to stay at home doing nothing, right? :D

okay, will be back soon. 

i hope i will be alright soon. :)

night, pals. xo#