heyo people. was not here for a couple of days because of the hectic activities i have had because my elder brother is back in town. i followed him for big meals, relatives visiting, kenduri and so on and also i have to settle my work before my holiday so i have tons of work to be done by Thursday! :D no, not tough, just that limited time for tons of work so, its a little tiring for a half patient like me.

cured? no of course! parties around with watermelon and pineapple, so i am coughing still. not serious but still yea, drinking syrup still. :D i find the syrup makes me less efficient in doing stuffs so i don't drink that often. :D yea, typical Yee Chui. forever not taking tablets and medicine on time! hehehe. 

yes, very happy though i have to claim warranty from Dell again in these few days. glad i bought extra warranty! why claiming? because my cherry tomato sleeps whenever she feels like sleeping and i have to try for a long time to wake her up! :D just because the expiry date due next year, so i am going to claim it later! not so soon as in i can online with other devices of mine still. LOL 

got many gifts from my brother though they are not expensive. a few non stick frying pans with different sizes, two book of recipes, a big box of brownies mix, a handbag, a tee, a cake tin and two bottles of mustard. this brother of mine forever gives me what i need but what i want. he knows that i don't wear watch, so he didn't get me one. he knows that my mommy dislikes me baking and so he bought me baking trays in showing his support. he knows that i like cooking food and so he brought recipes home. he knows i wanted a smartphone so bad and so he gave me an iphone last year! what makes them important is that i need them all and they are all free given by my brother! :D hahahahahaha. yea, grateful. 

glad today is a good day

glad i can be in my bed soon

glad i'm home though i was driving with my half closing eyes

glad everything is alright

last but not least,

my beautiful siblings

will be back after my short trip. will try alcohol this weekend. hopefully, not too bad. :D

may i sleep tight.

may you have a good day like i do!

xo#

Heya people! I'm very happy today that I went out with the youngest boy in the house but I'm regret drinking the bubble tea he bought for me.

It's very hot today and we went here and there for my jobs then he asked for a cup of bubble tea so I had one cup too. Can't stop coughing after that and I just forgot that how ms asthma loves me so I started to suffer since evening. 

My fault for drinking cold drinks and not taking tablets on time. Drank syrup and lying on my bed waiting for Mr Chow to date me. Hehehehehe. 

Hopefully not too bad and I will not drink cold drinks again. I SWEAR. Lol

Though not feeling good but still today is a good day!

Had moo moo for tea! 

Cooked rendang

Cooked kimchi soup but with Chinese style because I don't feel like adding ajinomoto to the soup I make for my brother so I boiled the soup with pork ribs and turnips then only I added in kimchi. Brother asked why did I add in pork balls. I told him that it's up to us to add in whatever we like as long as we love it. We live to be happy right, so why care so much? :P

Fried vegetable too

Then I'm satisfied.

Then I'm happy. 

Though I miss my Symbicort already. 

It's bed time. I hope I can sleep well. :D

Happy holiday, Malaysians. Happy Wesak day, Buddhist. 

Night pals, xo#

hey hey hey!!

i'm here before i get into drowsy mode. LOL

getting real excited today until i kept on doing wrong stuffs. :D no, i didn't drink coffee today? :P

oh well, we consulted our doctor this morning and found out that i dropped my dad's medicine somewhere and i only took back my medicine. that freaked me out and so i drove all the way back to the clinic for new tablets. LOL

i was confused when i was writing cheque. tried to google but still confused. wasted a piece of cheque after that. :P~

i found there is blood in my phlegm this morning and so i asked my mommy if i am going to die soon since my throat hurts after that. then, my mommy mad at me. LOL first time ever. i apologized. LOL

talked to dad about future. told him about landed property and he was talking about my sister, if she gets married and so we don't have to worry about her. then i asked why not he worries about me since i'm single still. he said we can do nothing even if we are desperate for a relationship, what if i meet a wrong person and get hurt after that! oh i love my dad. i hope i meet someone too but if i am fated to be single, i can never be in a relationship? so, why worry? :D

yea, today is a good day.

i will take my medicine after this. not too bad, i hope. :D

good day to you too, people! xo#

Hello people!

I'm here before dating my bed. Yea, sick still. Caught a cold I think because I can only breathe in but breathing out with my lovely nose. Hehehe. 

Told boy I can't breathe with one of the holes of my nose and we laughed. Hehe 

No we are not there for the group of kedahan today. Not sure why but we are not there.  

Anyway will have to consult my uncle tomorrow before the sickness get worst because ms asthma loves me and I hope I can get well before I meet up with my brother. 

The porridge my mommy made for me

She asked if I need porridge again tomorrow and I said yes. First time ever that I felt like being a good patient. Hopefully it works. 

So, it's time to call it a day! 

Night, pals.

Xo#

hello people!

i'm back from Thai and having fever after my short trip. :D

yea, right. sick. having fever this time that i came home after i started my work in the wet market for one hour plus. couldn't stand myself shiver around and so i applied leave.

not too serious but felt really hard to continue my work. everyone knows i never take leave as long as i'm home because i am money minded that i know money is never enough for us to spend so, i guess its the first time for me to come home after so many years.

had sore throat and stomache pain too. hopefully sick now but when my brother is back. hopefully i can get well soon and i really have to consult to my doctor if i have fever still tomorrow.

had a good day though i am sick still.

hopefully i get well by time when i wake up from my bed later. :D

will be back for pictures taken in Thailand. :D

goodnight, people! xo#

hello people! :D

first and foremost, glad today is a good day! was talking to papa when i was home from work at two in the afternoon and then he heard the captain speaking in the talkie saying parts of the boat if spoilt and fish is in the fishing nets and they can hardly get the fishing nets up to the boat. papa kept on touching his head and got stunned for a few seconds. i knew my dad was in deep thought and i went off to bed.

why slept? because i felt sick again today. consequences of eating too many mangoes i guess. i'm not quite sure but i suffered for a long time from 2 in the morning to 2 in the afternoon. yes, i went to toilet but still stomach still hurts. i skipped the breakfast prepared by mommy that i brought to market. lost appetite and wet my shirt with sweat.

i've asked mommy if i get cancer or why sick often and then my mommy starred at me. LOL. told my mommy i was joking. never knew that my mom hates me saying that too. hahahaha.

oh well. i tried to sleep and i told my mommy that i wanna skip my dinner and sleep until the next morning and that smart lady knew i would never wake up and so she left the lamp on. my mom really knows me well! LOL

had light dinner. going to bed again.

glad i get to work everyday
glad papa's boat was alright today
glad i smiled

did you smile today? if not then make it tomorrow. miracles happen when you smile! really. if not then come over to me, i'll treat you meals to make you smile. :D

leaving then, good day people! xo#

parents went dating yesterday, stayed overnight and so i was the queen in the house for two days. hehehehehe. was sick yesterday and didn't feel like eating fried chicken and so i came home to cook pork in soy sauce. after all then i fried egg and made egg rolls with chicken floss and mayonnaise. ate a bowl of rice with pork and half of the egg rolls. :D 

skipped dinner. 

somebody rang me up at six in the morning and then i had rice with pork and pickled cabbage for breakfast. cycled half an hour before i went to office. :D yea, right. i like that feel that i get to makan breakfast well and exercise before i work in the office. 

went Tesco to shop for milk but then i forgot that i will not be around for the weekend so i ended buying groceries. LOL i never go to hypermarket and come home with blank hand. NEVER. i always have something to buy to stock up. LOL. 

told myself i would buy myself fried drumstick if there was Korean Spicy Crunch left! love the Korean Spicy Crunch of KFC. saw ultimate hot box and so i bought it for lunch. 

my lunch today!

it was super heavy and i was really full after lunch. went on my gym bike for half an hour ended up vomited at the toilet bowl for a minute. hahahahaa. i forgot that i skip meals sometimes. i forgot that i can't afford having that big portion of food again. i forgot that i'm getting older and i can't eat like how i used to. that was why i suffered for a while. hehehehe. 

always tell people i'm too old to take good care of myself. looked like i'm not. hehehehe. 

anyway, i had a good day. life is still great though i vomited. :D

shall go to bed soon. may you have a good day like i do! xo#

Mother's day!

celebrated Mother's day with the three world best mothers! :D didn't buy a cake for the mother of mine because she insisted that she didn't want a cake also i thought of the consequences of having half a cake a month and also another cake for papa on father's day so i agreed with my parents. we all are having high cholesterol and half way to diabetes so we really have to cut down the sugar intake of us. :D 

taken pictures with all the pretty ladies.  

my ah ma! world best ah ma. has better memory than me! remember everything and can sembang with you for a long time! :D very lovely. never stop telling me that i'm not fat. :D 

another ah ma of mine. this ah ma of mine taken good care of me when i was a kid. she stays 20 minutes drive away from town and so we seldom meet up but i call her once in a while to gossip around. she knows everything happens in the house because i'm the gossip queen in the house! :D oh well, as long as we are happy, there is no secret, i think! :D so, you better don't tell me secret, or everyone else will know! hahahaha. 

this is our mommy. i used to tell her that she is bias. she cries whenever i say that. i don't say that anymore this year. my parents are getting older, loving me or not is not a matter already. what matters the most is they need me. if i was a boy, i can marry a lady and make her living at home to be with the old people at home for the rest of their life but i'm a lady! they mind me not going dating with people, they started to complain that i should have gone dating with people but staying at home. typical parents. hehehehe.

not feeling well today. something is not right with my tummy. yea, had coffee. a coffee addict. :D told my mommy that i will never drink instant coffee again but i just can't stop having that. :D no, not emotional today.  :D by time when i got older i found, thing gets worst when i get mad. just like the previous post, all i get was mood affected and life still goes on. LOL. i'm getting lazy to get mad again.

glad all the mothers in the family are healthy. may them live long until the day i have my grandchildren! i really wish! :D

hrmm. yea, another working shift for me.

hopefully everything goes well today! :D

good day, people! xo#

slept for more than i can today because i am having monthly sickness for woman and still i'm having it after resting for a day without drinking coffee and ice. must be the consequences of drinking too many packets of iced coffee this month and i'm regret on it.

its really killing me because it is painful still after taken pain killers. worst thing is i had it when i was working in the wet market this morning. less efficient than i used to be.

feeling tired still after sleeping on my bed for many many hours. not sure how many cause i didn't count. lol.

there was once a friend of mine told me that my portfolio is sleeping. not to deny yes, i sleep more than you all who work in the office with formal wear because we work at different hour. i work when you are sleeping and i sleep when you are working. its just the same issue, just like when you're having dinner with partners i'm getting ready to sleep and when you're about to go to bed then i have to wake up for my job again. its just like a circle just that i keep on doing the same stuffs everyday and so i'm not learning as much as you can. i'm a fishmonger even though that is not my dream but helping my dad to continue his business is.

that is why i kept on telling myself to love my job, to be happy, to be less emotional in that way.

that is why i don't like people telling me staying in the market is useless for my future. i'm stubborn i know.

worst plan ever is i don't mind to drive a local car for the rest of my life. i don't mind to be single for the rest of my life. i don't mind to die young.

what else more i can lose?

yes, emotional night.

goodnight, xo#

was really busy for the week. went hospital for medical check up with mommy. went EPF tower to check up some stuffs with papa. went clinic for medicine and so on. told my mom  that i wanted to go Tesco for weekly shopping and she asked, " WHAT? YOU ARE GOING TESCO AGAIN?" LOL. yea, right, typical lady that doesn't like me providing food for anyone else but myself. she loves to ask if i earn a lot or why sponsor food all the time. i'm a loyal supporter of Tesco, i don't mind paying extra for fresh and good fruits i get from Tesco because i get everything in Tesco easily, lemon, avocado, milk strawberries, kiwi for instance. not to say i can't get it somewhere else but if i can go a place to get everything then i will not turn to three places to collect all the ingredients. i'm just a lazy bug. LOL. 

was in Tesco for milk because i need milk everyday even though i forget to drink sometimes but still i make sure i've fresh milk kept in my fridge and i can drink it when i feel like drinking milk. :D 

DENG... all i got few days back i think? :D 

anyway, Tesco is not the main topic. LOL

found a funny man this morning, a son of my father's friend who is also a fishmonger came for money changing and my uncle told him to go to other stall for it. he came back after seeing both my uncles were away asking for mobile number, saying, money changing was the second reason why was i here, first reason is can i be your friend? do you mind giving me your mobile number? i laughed at him terribly and i thought he was joking and them he told me he was serious. i got stunned for a few seconds and continued laughing like a mad lady. YES, MAD LADY. lol.

he actually made my day! i thank this funny man for reminded me of ICQ. i don't remember when was the last time did i talk to a man like a kid.

believe it or not, i can't differentiate if i am happy or not but i know when i'm emotional. i find myself smile more than turning emotional in these two days. it is a good sign that i find everything is fine whenever i smile. i even told my dad that smile is the perfect language. no matter you feel like talking or not, you smile, then people will not blame you. not escaping but you get more beautiful when you smile more too right! 

glad i smile

anyway, weekend is coming up soon and i'm going to meet my siblings really soon. i'm blessed with siblings given by my mommy. :D

got to rest a while and keep on exercising because i skipped exercising yesterday!

may you enjoy your life like i do.

xo#

hello people! :) i'm here again before my daily gym bike session. hehehehe. not feeling very well today and i'm not really sure why do i feel like that very often nowadays. 

yes i sleep at ten or eleven every night. yes, i eat more than i can. yes, i exercise at least half an hour a day. yes, i shower three times a day and yes i drink my 40g coffee everyday but still i'm tired. 

anyway, i get very much awake after my daily coffee intake everytime but then i was in sleeping mode still after i drank my coffee today and that truly freaked me out. i can't double the portion of coffee i can drink i know because i get heartburn easily and i will only suffer having too many packets of coffee after that. i stood all the way when i was working, i dare not sit as if i would sleep at the next second for being too comfortable. i hate that, i hate yawning at work even when i am well prepared for work all the time. i hate myself for can't reduce burden of my colleague. too helpless. less efficient until i had to stay up until one something in the afternoon. 

was once thinking i could just skip my lunch and date my bed once i reached home but then parents were waiting for our lunch date and mommy purposely waited for me to be home then only she fried noodles for us, SO, I SLEPT AFTER MY LUNCH. slept like a dead fish and then i found out that i'm tired still after getting up from my bed. not sure how long did i sleep. :] 

maybe i'm the one who needs medical check up in the hospital but my mom. :)

talk about my lunch. anyone knows i like soy sauce more than chili? i eat sambal belacan too but i like soy sauce the most and i don't eat cili padi. :D the noodles my mom fried today is tasty that i tasted pepper and soy sauce which i like the most. believe it or not i add in pepper for char kuey teow and dark soy sauce for wanton mee sometimes. :D i don't eat noodles too when i was a kid until i came home from national service. i prefer bihun still but i eat noodles now. that is what i said about, people change from time to time. :D

fried noodles of mama Ooi.

the earth moves still even if you're not happy. so, why keep on blaming people around. after all the brain washed session i had with my dad then i found i'm really tired blaming people on earth for being unfair to me. i want to take life easily. 

i want to live happily.

i am too lazy to fight, being a winner doesn't make me happier.

i only live once, just in case earth explode and i'm too late to reincarnate. :P

i want to live in the ways i like. 

i'm stubborn, i know. 

BUT

this is my life. 

i will not bother your life so stop bothering mine too. 

too late to step on gym bike. so i have to go now. be good, people! xo# 

heya people! I'm back! :D 

cousin was back in town and so i was really busy going dating with her! had super big meals and skipped exercising for a couple of days and so i have to exercise after this post. 

went for my first vote for general election of Malaysia yesterday. the party i voted for lost my state and people around are not really happy with that. i never persuade people to vote for the party i like and i'm stubborn enough to change to the party they vote to. i am not upset because i know it will be like that and i have tried my best though my vote doesn't really help. not a good news to note down but still i believe in karma and that is why i seldom curse people because what comes around goes around. you will not suffer less even if you're rich when you meet karma. 

anyway, i'm not so into politic. :D i was once hope that the party i voted can win and so they can stop operating Lynas. i'm not living in Kuantan and i don't know people who live in Kuantan but it is not good for health. i felt sorry for people who live in Kuantan that my vote doesn't help. i hope they will be fine. good luck, people! :)

AND 

booked ticket to Taiwan! if nothing goes wrong then i will be there next month! how exciting. :D so i was too excited until i forgot that my baby's birthday falls on 25th June and i will not be around. how am i going to make him mee sua with steam pork like that. how am i going to bake him a birthday cake like that! so i've a plan B. i might just celebrate with him before i fly to KL. :D hopefully he doesn't mind. hopefully i don't forget. LOL. because i am very busy everytime before i leave office for holiday! too many things to handle, too many things to double check for the last minute. :))

my smelly baby! 

will be back soon. haven't been cooking in the kitchen for a long time but kept on double the portion of food i can eat. i will regret soon. :)

glad everything was alright
glad i smiled today
glad i am going to see you soon, doctor!

good day, people!

be safe, xo#

got a call from my boss this morning and went to work at half past two in the morning with the half closing eyes. lol. well, no joke but still glad everything was right. needed coffee and so i had roti canai for early breakfast. dare not drink coffee with blank tummy, really. so had fun working. 

found out that why was i so emo in the past few days. something happened but probably because i was too free and i thought of nonsense all the time. time wasted so does energy. hehehehehehe 

working everyday, eat whatever i want and cycle at least an hour a day! stamina is lousy still and i have to keep on exercising to make myself more awake than i used to be. LOL. it really helps that i was really energetic yesterday. 

thought of spaghetti today. the spoilt me eat whatever i like and parents have to be away for their activities so i went to Kenny Rogers Roaster for my heavy lunch alone. i remembered that i had spaghetti from Kenny Rogers Roaster once when i went for a movie date with Tawfik when i was in KL but i forgot did i actually order the whole set of pasta and i only remembered the taste of the pasta. so i went all the way to Kenny Rogers Roaster for my lunch. lunch was really good but i wondered how did i finish the set of meal up when i was way younger because i felt hard to breathe today after my set of lunch. too heavy, too full and i felt like vomiting after that. LOL 

probably because that is one of the symptoms of getting older! hehehehe

lunch. 

i'm tired but i can't rest because i've many things to do, like cycling on my gym bike, bathe, making chocolate almond and so on then only i can rest on my bed!

tiring i know but i cannot gain weight or my doctor will kill me. LOL. not too long until i see my brother again. i hope i can see him soon and i promise i will not get sick when he is back. hopefully, not like last year. LOL

okay, cioz.

may you have a good day like i do, xo#

真好

Was very tired after work today. Was wondering why did I need to help Uncle Seng to buy the coupon of the charity food fair and drove to the high school which took an hour time for the whole process.

Kept on complaining and blaming myself for being busy body and then I got a call from my dad. He told me that the problem is settled moments ago. I was in sober mode so not excited at all after that. Well it is a big case which I should thank Buddha for helping my dad but still too emo and so I forgot about it.


Things changed when I saw my mom and cooper who were waiting for me at home.

For some special reasons, I found myself not right for complaining about this and that.

I actually had to be grateful that we are surviving. There are many people who want to live longer and chances are not given to them.

I used to tell myself that,
能活着，真好
有你们，真好

But I always forget about that when I get mad. It's my fault for not knowing how serious my problem is. I shouldn't complain when I meet troubles but solve them.

No I am not crazy but I'm never rational.

Glad sun shines after the rain
Glad my dad helped himself
Glad my dad is a tough man

Glad knowing you too
BUT
I hope time really heals
Sorry if I hurt you
If we are fated to meet for that, I hope that we are not going to meet again, not even in our next life.

Xo#