slept for more than i can today because i am having monthly sickness for woman and still i'm having it after resting for a day without drinking coffee and ice. must be the consequences of drinking too many packets of iced coffee this month and i'm regret on it.
its really killing me because it is painful still after taken pain killers. worst thing is i had it when i was working in the wet market this morning. less efficient than i used to be.
feeling tired still after sleeping on my bed for many many hours. not sure how many cause i didn't count. lol.
there was once a friend of mine told me that my portfolio is sleeping. not to deny yes, i sleep more than you all who work in the office with formal wear because we work at different hour. i work when you are sleeping and i sleep when you are working. its just the same issue, just like when you're having dinner with partners i'm getting ready to sleep and when you're about to go to bed then i have to wake up for my job again. its just like a circle just that i keep on doing the same stuffs everyday and so i'm not learning as much as you can. i'm a fishmonger even though that is not my dream but helping my dad to continue his business is.
that is why i kept on telling myself to love my job, to be happy, to be less emotional in that way.
that is why i don't like people telling me staying in the market is useless for my future. i'm stubborn i know.
worst plan ever is i don't mind to drive a local car for the rest of my life. i don't mind to be single for the rest of my life. i don't mind to die young.
what else more i can lose?
yes, emotional night.
goodnight, xo#
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