真好

Was very tired after work today. Was wondering why did I need to help Uncle Seng to buy the coupon of the charity food fair and drove to the high school which took an hour time for the whole process.

Kept on complaining and blaming myself for being busy body and then I got a call from my dad. He told me that the problem is settled moments ago. I was in sober mode so not excited at all after that. Well it is a big case which I should thank Buddha for helping my dad but still too emo and so I forgot about it.


Things changed when I saw my mom and cooper who were waiting for me at home.

For some special reasons, I found myself not right for complaining about this and that.

I actually had to be grateful that we are surviving. There are many people who want to live longer and chances are not given to them.

I used to tell myself that,
能活着，真好
有你们，真好

But I always forget about that when I get mad. It's my fault for not knowing how serious my problem is. I shouldn't complain when I meet troubles but solve them.

No I am not crazy but I'm never rational.

Glad sun shines after the rain
Glad my dad helped himself
Glad my dad is a tough man

Glad knowing you too
BUT
I hope time really heals
Sorry if I hurt you
If we are fated to meet for that, I hope that we are not going to meet again, not even in our next life.

Xo#