today was great until my dad told us that the captain resigned. a captain of a boat plays an important role and he resigned.
worst news ever and i've got no idea if i should really go for PIAM already.
told my dad not to worry about me and if he really feels like stopping the business, he can just go on and i'll go for other fields. insurance or anything, i believe that as long as i start my first step moving out from my comfort zone, i can make anything. can't be richer than my dad, maybe but then he doesn't need to worry about me that i always tell myself if i can't big money, spend less. if i want a big house, i have to put effort. staying at home will never make me rich, i know. because i don't buy lottery and so i can't hit it too, so money will not drop down from the sky!
thought instant noodles can help to boost up the mood and so i had one packet and started to step on my gym bike. end up being sick. not flu, not fever but feels like vomiting. that is killing me. really.
i've to work in the market for some special reason tomorrow.
maybe then i have to take paracetamol and rest. i actually have no right to complain if i am tired since i had been an useless lady since last Friday.
something is not right and i've got no idea what is that. being here to complain is not a right choice i made, i know but i hope someone is there to help my dad.
so helpless.
xo#
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