Hi 2013, bye 2012!

It's the last day of the year again. How was this year? Not too bad I think, if boat was sunk and being single for another year were not big deals!

Can cook better food now, even though pork in soy sauce taste saltier than salted fish sometimes. :)

Can bake better butter cookies with chocolate chips and almond cookies.

Can blog with an iPhone.

Can have Cooper by my side.

After all then everything is fine. :) some people said that I'm not educated and I disappoint them because of the limited knowledge I've. I can't get over this issue yet, so far and someone told me to be myself saying that I'm a human needn't care of so many things.

I decided to continue what am I doing but regret listening to people. I'm Yee Chui, I'll never be anyone else you're looking for. :)

Stubborn, I know but that's my choice, that's my life. Maybe I'll change later, who knows? People change from time to time, not only me! :)

New year resolution? I don't have. :)

But still I wish everyone happy new year and get whatever he or she wants for year 2013. :)

Goodnight#

Papa's lunar birthday!

we celebrated birthday with the father of mine today which was his lunar birthday and i'm going to bring him out for his birthday meals which falls on 3rd January again. :) 

talking about birthday. something funny actually happened. i thought it was yesterday and so i fried pork balls and made pork balls mee sua for him yesterday and then only i found out that i actually remembered wrong date and it falls on today!

so my mom made him a bowl of mee sua again. 2 bowls of birthday mee sua for this year, how lucky! :P~ 

talking about my father, likes to mumble around and very annoying sometimes, he knows what i thought even if i don't tell, not better than mommy but still he knows! my lecturer, my boss. never talk sweet stuff and very strict to me. manja sometimes. :) 

thats my dad. lovely too sometimes. hehehe. support me no matter what i cook. comment sometimes and tell me nobody can fly before walk. after all then i think i love my dad, very much. more than myself, i think even though he forever tell me i'm dumb. :)

uh. mee sua. my mom said that i'm annoying that i make sure everyone of us has a bowl of mee sua on our birthday and thats really annoying! i told my mom that because we're Chinese and so we have to eat mee sua! its not about tradition and also mee sua is tasty isn't it? tasty pork balls, tasty mee sua, eggs with soy sauce. everything is just so yummy, why skip that? i'll make sure everyone of my kids have that on their birthday too sometimes later in the future, if i ever get married! :)

i even thought of making Cooper mee sua on his birthday too! why? isn't he Caucasian? hehehehehe. because his mom is a Chinese and so he has to follow the tradition.. that's what i thought. :) mee sua with slices of pork and carrot. sounds yummy too. :P~ 

hrmmm. anyway, happy birthday papa! :) be strong, happy and healthy always! ;) LOVE YA!!! 

dad's mee sua i made yesterday. 

tired already. sore throat. feverish.

going off. goodnight. :D

HOHOHO.. its Christmas. :)

people celebrate Christmas and i felt the joy of the season even though i don't celebrate it. my parents are conservative and i find okay not celebrating it even though i feel like exchanging gift with people and party around too! :)

talking about Christmas. its fun that my siblings are back at home for holidays.

too tired to stay awake until i see this boy and so i have to go to bed. taken Paracetamol again because i feel sick and i have to be real healthy in the coming two days or i'll be in deep trouble. :)

made pork balls just because my dad's lunar birthday falls on tomorrow.

its time. bed time. be back soon. ;)

night, pals and merry merry Christmas to people who celebrate it and get ready for your Boxing day! :)

很多人说今天就是世界末日，我不想相信。从来就不想相信，因为我有很多想做的还没做。

如果就那么死了，会有遗憾吗？

老实说，不会。

我有个幸福的家庭，我没有不孝于我的婆婆和爸爸妈妈。我爱我的哥哥，弟弟和妹妹。我没有欠人家钱，没有做对不起自己良心的事情，更没有杀人放火，等等等等。

如果注定要死，我改变不了什么。

为什么说如果有选择我不想死？

因为我想去旅行，有机会的话我想去韩国吃路边摊！去意大利，台湾等等的地方看世界，如果可以选择，我希望我可以谈场恋爱，让爸爸妈咪不担心我的未来。

我还有很多菜不会做，我想学做菜给家人吃。为了学会做菜，我什么都能忍受。

可是那不是我需要的而是想要的，所以是次等的，没有那么重要。

如果说，今天是世界末日，我也没有遗憾了，所以说起我应该是幸福的。

幸福其实可以很简单，吃得温饱，开心就好！

原来我也是幸福的。

谢谢你们，因为有你们，我很幸福。感恩

晚安

heyo. :) 

not feeling well today with the monthly sickness i have and pain is still there even though i took pain killers and not exceeding the portion i can take just because i think i might need the pain killers tomorrow. 

my mom knew how suffer was i and so she was there to mumble around saying i never like chinese herbs or she'll buy some for me... ERGH. yes, she is so right. i'm never a chinese herbal soup person. hehehehe.

i'm here to be a manja person today to note down why i need to be healthy! 

parents are way older and manja than i expected. parents need me to remind them in stuffs and fetch them everywhere.

they never forget to ask me to rest everyday!

there was once i thought everyone's parents mumble everyday! i was wrong, some people don't mumble. we need elders to remind sometimes right! :D  

i should be happy with the lovely parents given. :) not to compare if they love me, as long as i love them.

thank mommy for hot pillow!

i've to rest. i've to work.

some people are counting down for 21st December. sorry to say that i hope your dream is not going to come true. too many goals to achieve, too many things to do. too many people to see and one last thing is i haven't date a man and deliver baby yet! i told myself i will make bento for my kids everyday in the future. hehehehe. 

night, people.

:)

lalalala~ spent whole day dating the sofa today. less efficient, i know but i've got no idea why was i tired even though i didn't go to work this morning.

fetched my parents to JPN for new identity card and then i found i'm old already. why? because my papa fetched there for my first identity card when i was 12 and after a decade then i fetched them there for boarder pass and identity card. :) feeling proud that i can help them doing something! :)

mommy told me that she wanted to make sambal dried prawns and so she asked if i wanna learn from her. its a golden chance since my mom never offered me that before.

learnt to saute sambal which i never knew how and mommy told me to add in chili paste before cooking oil. isn't hard and i think i might be able to make it too next time. hopefully not too bad. :)

didn't go to see ah ma in the past few days due to the laziness ... went over today.. ah ma is still cute!

yes, happy day!

ah. bed time.

night people!

yo people! i'm back. :D was missing for a couple of weeks due to the heavy workload of mine. been really busy working everyday and sticking on my bed after work. the immune system of mine gone crazy and i feel sick pretty often. not very serious but slightly heater than usual and then i had to force myself to drink a few cups of water and take Paracetamol. 

after all then i'm forever sleepy, forever tired and keep on yawning everyday. hehehehe. my life is shorten, i think. =)

anyhow not being here to complain. :)

baked a cake for my sister on her birthday! she loves it even though we got to eat a small slice of the cake only. :)

my only sister. forever lovely even though she mad at me pretty often when i "tuk" her stomach and pinch her nose. hehehehehehe. 

talk about life. pretty busy until i've no time to take picture of Cooper everyday even though i don't really remember what had i done. gained weight like mad. attended class with auntie Sook Boon and the aunties in the class were really scary that they can shake every part of their body very fast and i couldn't follow them. it was such ashamed to admit that i was way lousier and my knee couldn't support me for those exercises.

feeling really tired and i feel like taking a short nap.

i hate being panda yee chui.. :( i miss my grandmother already. haven't been visiting her since 28th November. longest period ever, i think. i'll go, tomorrow. =) promise myself, promise the world and i have to make it or i'll postpone it forever!

so, good day, people. :)