Sorry.

didn't know how much did i owe my sister today!

told her what i had done to her and forced her not to go to meet her friends but going tea with me and granny at mac donald's and we can't make it at last and she lost the only chance of her to meet her best friends.

i feel like slapping myself for being busy body all the time.

my dad said that i never stop complaining but why. i actually think that i was not wrong but then i'm guilty after all. how can people not keeping promises and why promise if they can't make that.

most of the time i'll not forget what i had promised and did everything unless letting go the man i used to like so so much that i promised my sister too many times til she doesn't want to believe in me again.

not going to say anything about that cause i'm somehow foolish typing promises here. lol. people knew i promised too much about the man. no, he is not special, Kenneth said. he is a man, like a stranger or friend, nothing more or less but then i've got no idea why can't i differenciate that.

i'm real tired today. so hard to breathe, so sleepy and feel like sleeping as if there is no tomorrow cause i skipped my lunch which was chinese herbal soup which is cooked by my mom for our own good which may help to reduce period pain. yea, i'm naughty. i'll eat when my mom is around to prove that her effort is not wasted but only one bowl a month. :P~ yea, stubborn. :)

hopefully, my sister feels less unhappy now.

people know i love my family the most. nothing can beat that, not even fried chicken or Cooper.

i've to go.

i know you're reading this. sorry, really. i'll do what i promised and not making you sad again. don't believe in me yet but i'll prove it to you.

night, people.