I miss my mommy

my papa said.

we're lucky cause the elders are there still.
we can go to visit everyone of them whenever we feel like talking to them.

we should appreciate what we have, right?

"珍惜眼前人" was what i was trying to say.

maybe i should appreciate my papa mommy.
maybe i should care of their feel than buying birdnest
maybe.

but why can't i control my emotion?
teach and tell me how can we do that? please.