Future..

somebody asked me about my future this morning and he said that i might not be a fishmonger for the rest of my life?

what can i do if i'm not a fishmonger in the future?

i always think that life is too short to think about this because people die easily, like getting cancer and being notify by the doctor saying that life is shorten and we're dying in 3 years time. lucky or unfortunate things happen everywhere and every moment and i believe that i'm dying soon. not sure if you believe in this but then i never plan about my future. the family members of mine know about this. :) my mom used to get mad to me whenever i tell her that " life is short " and my dad used to complain that i'm an irresponsible lady whenever i mention about it.

no, i'm not stress and i'm telling the fact. but then.. what can i be if i'm not a fishmonger in the future by not getting any notification by anyone that i might can't continue my work til the day i lose my breathe.

it is something serious to think about, i guess.

it is the time for me to learn to be an independent lady who can stand on the mother earth by myself and breathe by the way i want than keep myself depending on my parents, i guess.

think, yee chui, think. i've to create my own dreams. hrmmmm. suggestions, please? =)

you hurt me even though you never know about it because you think that you're always right.

good day people, xoxo#