sick, :]

got sick at this important moment which is day before holiday! =)

whats cool about today is that i had lots of bread before medicine and 3 hours nap in the afternoon. getting fever soon, i guess cause the body heat of mine freaked me out. drank lots of water but still, not feeling good.

hrmmm. case happened like that. went to work earlier and vomited when i was driving. i thought i had to work tonight and so i was thinking to come home to sleep and not consulting my uncle. the other uncle of mine told me that we don't need to work tonight and so i paid my uncle a visit for tablets. the uncle of mine complained that i was too "tamjiak" and that caused food poisoning. xP i dropped by the shop of the other uncle of mine to ask about ways to go to Singapore cause i feel like going to Singapore for holidays and my parents didn't ban me for the very first time. =)

dropped by the bakery for some buns and came home.

got up in the evening. had rice with curry cause i'm scared if i have to work later and i'll be hungry but not eating a lot cause i know i'm not allowed to. currently waiting for the baby brother and my sister of mine to get home and i'll go to bed, just in case i need to work tomorrow.

told my dad that i'm not following trend and that makes me feel that i'm outdated without buying a smartphone and he complained that i am just too lazy for work and i need to get one cause it helps in my work. i'm stressed. if i am not working hard who else does?

why is everything my fault when someone else actually did wrong? why did he see nothing even if i work hard as if i do nothing? why can't he see that i actually put effort in everything he wants me to do? why is everything never enough?

no, i never bring brain when i go out. yes, i'm dumb. what else do you want from me?

can i cry to release my stress? i can't stand it, really.

hrmmmmm. need to get back to sleep already or i might not be able to wake up later.

may i get well soon and so only i can have fun with my siblings tomorrow. can't wait. :D

happy holiday, people! :)

goodnight, xoxo#