.... heyo people! :) i'm here to note down about today again. boss called and dad was there to wake me up for my work and i hurt him accidentally, i think. was at work place and didn't enjoy at all and find myself lost half way. i was once thinking i can be the one who keeps my dad's business running but then after all then i wonder if i am able to do so? can i really make it since the father of mine always think that i'm not suitable for it.
i'm stress. don't ask me why, i've got no idea. probably because my boss is my dad and i hate him treating me in those ways. i thought i'm more mature compared to last time but still i've never ending crying session this month and i really feel like going to see my grandpas in the heaven but then Allen said that we've to be happy even if we feel like dying.
i don't really remember when was the last time did i smile like i've own everything.
... anyhow, i walked Cooper twice today. still poo in the house and manja all the time. was once thinking to bathe him again but i was just too tired and so i took a short nap. felt better after all.
i used to love my work very much and i lost my passion all in a sudden. i thought i can make it as long as i love my family but i've got no idea why.
one important thing is, what can i do if i leave my dad's stall.
last but not least,
my baby boy! :)
goodnight, people. xoxo#
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