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was really emo and lay at the porch with Cooper. my dad asked me why didn't i come in but staying outside for such a long time. * i told him that i was chatting with my son * :P glad Cooper was there and i drop at least 300 ml of tears today. lol. will have swollen eyes tomorrow and i forgot that i shouldn't cry since tomorrow is a really big day! :(

talking about today. i hope everything happened is not related with me but i think it is somehow related. 

you were once so close with us but why? whatever you had done tore my heart into pieces. 

thank you for showing this face to cheer me up. i love you, my boy. :) please forgive me for punishing you sometimes cause you shouldn't have eaten stones and that is not good for your health.

got to sleep. :)

goodnight, people. xoxo#